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2010-12-31T04:50:00.000-08:00

Post Number 141

Title: HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Time has indeed flown.
I cant believe it's 31st Dec 2010 now.
2010 has got to be one of the most enjoyable years ever
So many things happened during 2010

Funomynight: The Beginning of The End
Becoming President of Astro
FO Camp
All the presentations esp Constellations & Stellar Evo.
Countless meetings
Formation of SALT (13th August)
Astroventure
Night Cycling
Salt Outings
LTC
Astro Halloween BBQ
Poly 50
Countless crazy outings
Geminids
S.P.A.C.E

I'm certainly gonna miss every single one of these moments.
How i wish i could relive them
But it's ok, I can create a memorable 2011 too! =D

Speaking of which, it's slightly less than 3 hours away
It does not feel like the Earth has gone one round around the Sun thou
Maybe it's because of poly's academic year
My sis's sec 1 like after tonight but i'll still be year 2 until mid-april hmmm

It just feels like another ordinary day has passed to me.

But nevertheless, I'm thankful for all the wonderful times spent with my family and all my friends this year

So to my family and all my friends out there, Happy New Year! =)
All the best in whatever you do
Let us have a memorable 2011 together! =)

2010-12-07T02:35:00.000-08:00

FREEDOM....

is 3 days away...
then it's time to fully enjoy the December holidays!

Hope the skies clear up on 13th December night for Geminids thou, if nt then i'll be quite disappointed..but nevertheless, spending one night tgt wif my crazy astro peeps is bound to be fun =) and not forgetting SPACE Camp! cant wait for it =D

planning to take one day and cycle from ECP to Changi again to destress myself

well, hope this week zooms by asap cos i really cant wait for the holidays to arrive.

JIAYOUS!

2010-11-27T02:46:00.000-08:00

Great.....JUST GREAT!

The hustle and bustle of city life is so not for me.

I wish i can just run away and live my peaceful life somewhere in the country side with nothing to worry about.

No school, No exams, No tests, No transport fee, No renovation works

Just me, my house and the starry starry skies

Too bad all that is just a dream... .. .

2010-11-05T08:11:00.000-07:00

"Yesterday's History, Tomorrow's a Mystery, and Today's a gift, that's why it's called Present" - Kungfu Panda

This phrase somehow never gets old.

Today is indeed a gift.
I was so happy today that the down feelings i had for the past few days were gone!
Maybe not totally but majority of it were vanquished.

I remember today morning, it started off with lots of dark coulds to the south.
Thunder rumbling in the distance and it threatened to rain.
Yes, the rain came, but it went as soon as it came.
Then came the lovely sun.
Sunshine after rain.

I was probably feeling the same way as how the weather was today morning.
Still thinking about how i felt yesterday at first.
Slowly but surely, that emotion began to clear as the day went on.

Met Jasmei at ard 2.10pm at Bugis. Again, we spent 2hrs + looking for seats at cafes with 2 power plugs. Below is our journey today

Walking from Bugis -> National Library (closed) -> Bras Basah Popular Cafe (tape on plug) -> Illuma Marble Slab (found plugs but no internet, sian) -> Bugis Starbucks (one plug and no seat) -> Raffles City Starbucks (Got plug, No seats) -> CityLink Starbucks (Got plug, No seats) -> Marina Square Starbucks (No seats and plug) -> Yoshinoya (tape on plug) -> Walked around (already desperate) -> Suntec Starbucks (saw a guy hogging a plug to power at least 3 different electronic devices) -> McDonalds (plugs taken) -> Walked back to Raffles City via the new Xchange -> Mos Burger (settled down)

End result?
Still no plugs but one heck of a walk and talk today haha!

Was tiring, but fun. If you wanna know whr to go for internet and plugs ard city area, pls approach us.

Laughter is indeed the best medicine today.
One dose of it was all it took to cure my down-ness.
I'm very glad that happened.
& I enjoyed talking to Jasmei today =)

After coming home, I turned on the computer, thinking I probably wont have any facebook notifications and that i could go to sleep immediately.

I was wrong.

Both dajie and jasmei posted on my wall some words of encouragement.
and appa commented and liked the posts
I was touched.
It made me smile.

I will never forget these people.
Happy days i had in poly, I had with these 3 wonderful people.
I'm really happy that they're my friends.

I remember talking about friendship at MosBurger wif jasmei just now..coincidentally "If we hold on together" played thru the fast food joint's speakers...this song brings back lots of memories...

To me, my friends play an important part in my life.

"A friend is someone who is there for you when he'd rather be anywhere else." - Len Wein

With those words of encouragement, i feel the strength to go on.
Even thou I may not be seeing them daily, somewhere deep inside, i know that we're still caring and supporting each other.

"A friend is like a rainbow. They brighten your life when you've been through a storm."

Honestly right now, i just dont know what to say.
I just feel....happy =)

"True friendship is not being inseparable, its being separated and nothing changes"

This is one of my most favourite quotes of all...

No matter how far apart we may be, our hearts are still connected and that is what really matters.

2010-11-04T06:16:00.000-07:00

Sigh:
an audible exhalation of air arising from tiredness or emotion, usually sadness, which itself could be stemming from feelings of sadness or futility (taken from Wiki)

Up till now, i still have NO IDEA behind why I have been so D-O-W-N ever since school began in year 2 sem 2.

Is it because of this? Or is it because of that? Could it be that it's a combination of both?!
Either way i'm still troubled one way or another

It's that same feeling all over again
That sourness in your heart
and it's like being stuck by an arrow thru the heart...ouch

why Why WHy WHY!?!?!?!
ROARS!

It's frustrating and annoying
I feel like screaming at the top of my lungs right now!

I'm so darn confused right now...
If it's my imagination again, then seriously -speechless-..

Tick-tock-tick-tock goes the clock
When will i blow? Nobody knows... .. .

I really hope everything will be ok again

2010-11-02T04:18:00.000-07:00

Week 3

Well, things havent been really smooth for me... .. .

Havent been able to stay awake in lecutres
Havent been able to understand anything

That's besides the other points that drag my mood for the past 3 weeks down to rock bottom.
I dun like it here...at all

It feels that i've been here before in the past.
I just dont want to be back here again.

So dark, so cold...

I may have been driven to a point these few days that i keep wondering this as i walk home:
"When will I be knocked down by a car?"

I guess i'm not really myself ever since school began.
I'm gonna explode sooner or later if this goes on.

This insanity MUST STOP!!

I just hope this is all because of self-inflicted stress.
Probably thinking too much...AGAIN..

I think right now, the listener really needs another listener... .. .

2010-08-23T03:00:00.000-07:00

Oh my tian, been long since i updated... .. .

Year 2's soooo stressful..like REALLY REALLY STRESSFUL

Just came back from Tioman on Friday...
Sadly i won't be talking about it yet...i've got so many things bothering me like seriously

Projects a plenty in year2, not easy doing one with such difficult people in the group.
2 weeks to exams and i havent even studied..

why?

DOING PROJECT

Dang! as if i dont need to study!
wake up man! it's called TEAM for a reason and not TIEM cos there's no I in TEAM!!!
u think u're the only ones hu need to study?
think again

work done as of date X before Tioman = Y
work done as of date Z after coming back from Tioman = Y

therefore: trip to Tioman = no trip to Tioman at all... .. . =(

a question i like to ask myself since term2 began, "Why am I in this course?"
I'm not interested in electronics at all
the word electronics was blur before i went poly..but the word aerospace stood out so much that i guess i just decided to put this course down

after a year, it seemed ok..
after 3 more months, "things can get better"..
after a year and a half, "WTF am i doing here?!"

maybe it's because programming has ignited this thinking, i dont know for sure....
i juz fear that i may be going crazy sooner than expected...
well, let's juz say all things must come to an end..
i'll definitely be glad if THIS is over.

all the best, jiayous

2010-02-18T06:02:00.001-08:00

The Final Exams are coming soon..like in less than 7 days

FREAKY!!!
it's odd to have final exams in end feb - early march cos everyone's used to the pri and sec sch end year exams being in october/november...

sadly, my CNY was partially celebrated by worrying about IE and the exams

Speaking of IE, my car's finally done today!! WOOTS!!! =D
this is the best thing that has happened to me since jan 1st of the lunar calendar..and i'm not joking...
i'm not really that superstitious and stuff but it's just that i felt that the past few days havent really been good..well, other than winning 2ce out of 10 rounds of mahjong and gazing in awe at the magnificent sky in the morning at m'sia...hope things start to pick up soon and i suppose today's completion of the car is the starting point..=)

the skies in malaysia are sooooo different..i would consider my grandpa's hse to be located in a quite bright area [comparable to my current abode area]..but surprisingly, the morning sky was like uber clear and i saw like friggin loads of stuff....

Crux
Centaurus
Bootes [arctus]
Virgo [spica]
Hercules [quite dim]
Ursa Major [quite bright]
Corvus [-surprised to see-]
Ophiuchus
Sagittarius
Lyra [vega]
Corona Borealis [dimmer than Herc]
Aquila [altair]
SCORPIUS!!

seriously man...this is what i saw in just ONE MORNING..not overnight but at 5.30am!!
i bet if i wake up at the same time in s'pore, i'd probably be able to name only at least 5 constellations..oh well, i can't wait to get back there with my err, scope[blurry finder] to spot some deep sky objects like omega-cent...=P

ok i dont think u guys knw wad i'm talkin abt..haha!
anyways, i'll be on hiatus on blog until further notice [as usual]
HUAT AH!! [for exams]

happy new year

2010-01-25T17:14:00.000-08:00

Gosh i miss my sec sch friends...

those were the days...
days of homework copying, irritating our teachers, morning duties and captain's ball every PE session

oh well, glad we're all still KIC...sortta..
went out wif Sean, MC, Rebe, Jialing and Jeeve on Sunday...

settled for lunch at Plaza Sing's Pizza Hut...yum yum carbonara with loads of chilli and cheese!!

there was one thing that freaked us out thou..the bill..not that it's ex..juz that it came with the change when we totally did not pay for it at all..like FREAKY!!
as if there was some secret admirer of some sort..
but we found out it was all a mistake and PHEW! glad that's over..... ... .. .

took lots and lots of pics..some weird, some funny, some unglam..
it's a pity the whole thing ended so soon..
will miss them a lot

all the best ppl..

2010-01-24T06:21:00.000-08:00

It's been more than a week since my return from the wonderful weekend cruise..

well,
this cruise was more memorable as the last time i went was when i was abt primary 1 and did not get the chance to play much as my sis was still a baby and my grandma was with us..

we swam, yes SWAM! i guess i'm one step closer to learn hw to swim =D..
we played BINGO
we took photos
we ate

at night..the stars as seen from the star deck are just absolutely stunning..
orion
great orion nebula
taurus
pleaides
gemini
canis major
canis minor
canopus
cassiopeia

with high hopes i went up to the star deck at 6am, sadly its sealed off for cleaning =(

but the visible stars from the port and starboard are just as wonderful
crux
ursa major
scorpius!
centaurus

back to reality on 17th jan..

3 days ago, we were having a stayover night ob at stadium..
sky that night was surprisingly good
laying there under the stars was so relaxing, so peaceful
the stars look at u, u look at the stars...
the universe at its best

looking at M41 and the Great Orion Nebula thru C8, i thought to myself "wow, what a wonderful world"

next fri is the mars opposition ob...i hope the skies will be clear..=D

2009-12-17T01:18:00.000-08:00

Today's the forth day of my 3 week holiday and i must say, a lot has happened since it began..

Monday
played pool and had dinner wif darylene, chidam and daphne.not forgetting mr. soon and thanks for the dessert..=)

Tuesday
went to sengkang swimming complex wif sean for a dip in the pool.."coincidentally" we met ivan ow and weekiat..i was taught how to breathe that day by the potehto..and i muz sae, it was quite hilarious..i did try my best to swim but somehow i swam farther if i held my breath than if i tried to breathe..odd..anyways, we had sakae sushi lunch buffet ltr on and WOAH! it was a random decision and definitely a FULL-FILLING meal..and who could forget the newly brewed "Bloody Merry", a deadly mix of green tea, soy sauce, wasabi, vinegar ginger with a lemon on top....."YUMMY!"...-puke-

Wednesday
became a cjc student for an hour..wahahaha..impressive campus i must say..i muz realli thank sean for that PE shirt..=D..one more to my collection..and the highlight of the day? YUMCHA..with sean, mc, murray and jolene..we pranked mc ytd..[for more info pls visit her blog]..yea, totally hilarious..played bridge at SMU and i guess she had a beginner's luck streak..she won almost every round..walked her home after a sharing session..and i ran home..

i remembered making a long wish yesterday to the stars of Orion the hunter..

you were the first one i wished about...
hope u can settle down as soon as possible..
no matter what the outcome, remember, all of us will still be there for u..
cheering u on..
all the best in pursuing ur ambition..

forever and always btfff..
xoxo

2009-12-13T03:31:00.000-08:00

Patience..

the key to astronomy..

as they say, good things come to those who wait..
indeed, it's true..

the Geminids Meteor Shower was spectacular..multi-coloured indeed..
my very first meteor? at 1:25am..the brightest one of the night..extremely pretty

white
orange
greenish

these are the colours i saw that night..

beyond words i tell u...totally beyond words..=)

2009-12-11T06:03:00.000-08:00

FUN!!

The only word to describe today..guess what my best friend and i did???

well, we cycled for 6 hours..=D with breaks in between of course..

but before we set off for ecp, we had breakfast and spent half hour sitting at the bus stop juz to wait for the double deck 76 =P

let the story begin...
we started off at the bike shop [obviously] at 11:30, and began riding towards changi village..on and on we went, pause-ing and taking a couple of breaks on the way..we were like talking while cycling..haha..

anyways, we nearly got "lost" trying to find changi village...not exactly lost lost..but more of not sure..we finally reached changi village at 2:15..had lunch, bought sunblock..yes, we did not apply sunblock when we began..

at 3:05 the journey back begins..and of course, we stopped here and there to take more photos..the best part of this return journey was shouting along the loooooong park connector linking ecp and changi beach park..i think we were a wee bit loony at that time..haha..

we returned our bike before 6 as we said we would..we were half hour early =D..
and the entire rental costs $10..wow..cos we went another bike shop..

overall, today, it was all so worth it..i enjoyed every single second of it..i wished it did not have to end so soon..but hey, it'll be one of the most memorable days that i ever had with my best friend..i'll never forget today..

11th December 2009..

best friends forever

2009-12-10T04:47:00.000-08:00

FREEDOM!!

at last, the cruel papers are OVER!!..its time to..cele-b-r-a-t-e!!
i'm so totally looking forwad to the long-awaited december holidays..there's just so so so so so much going to happen within these 3 short weeks...

here's a lowdown on what's up...

-Geminids Stargazing
-Science Centre Observatory Trip
-YUM CHA=D
-SUNWAY TRIP =D=D
-Astro Xmas Pty
-Proposed Class Chalet

busy busy..haha..of course, i'll try to keep myself fit and healthy..=)

new year's approaching soon..i cant believe it..it's so freakin fast...so much has happened in 2009...i'll miss those fun times...as for the bad stuff, lets just say, let bygones be bygones..jiu de bu qu, xin de bu lai.. :)

i'm so gonna enjoy this holidays..and of course..in the year 2010 there'll be Funomynight and the partial eclipse on 15th jan that's visible to us..=D..speaking of jan15, its the day i'm going on a cruise for the weekends..weee! i'm so excited..haha..

update soon....

2009-11-02T04:02:00.000-08:00

PERSEVERANCE

What a hectic semester indeed..team projects coming up and lots of mind boggling topics to figure out..all in 7 weeks, before MST2..

differentiation and intergration are like coming back to haunt me..like literally..had a really really bad experience when these 2 murderers stalked me way back in sec4..now i must do my best to conjure up a spell and pwn these freaks for good..ROAR!

DE's still alright..but peee's like, gosh..we're like going into semiconductors and there's like billions of different thingymijigs with different so called functions...take for eg. the photodiode, in the forward biased direction it works the same way as a diode...however, turn it around and something MAGICAL happens..under light, its resistance decreases and allows the reverse-bias voltage to pass thru...turn the lights off and its resistance rises like siao and onli a uber negligible current aka dark current is like leaking thru..

thats wad i mean..madness ttm i tell u..

dont get me started on IE..its like, i dunno where to really begin..i'm the team leader..and honestly speaking, i aint very satisfied with the groupings right now..but, some of my friends told me to take it as a new learning experience..and i guess they're right..i'm like losing my cool over this at random times these few days..and if i keep doing this, well, lets juz say things will nt work out within the grp..so thanks for all ur ''advises''..=)

and now, time to pull through this 7 weeks....

2009-10-27T00:32:00.000-07:00

What Now??

what to do?
what to say?
what is going to happen?

it's a 5 wives and 1 husband world out there..

who
what
when
where
why
how

i don't know what to say.......
i want to help, but how?

2009-10-25T07:37:00.000-07:00

HELP...

anyone...

so many things going on at once...
what a hectic world...
sortta fallin ill...
math is...
peee is...
DE is..

not that i'm nt doing well and stuff, juz that sem2 is very tough..and the beginning topics are like..woah!
i'm hardly getting the full picture of the chapters...its like..going in, but juz nt absorbing..
hope i can catch up in time..

and other miscellaneous matters..
it's juz so tiring..
i wanna de-stress..
get everything off my chest..
let it all out...

SCREAM!

2009-10-20T06:14:00.000-07:00

I HATE IT WHEN I FEEL THIS WAY!
sea of extremely mixed emotions....

I hate it
I hate it
I hate it....

talk abt honesty...
talk abt ''i dun wan u to worry abt me''...

sorry, i cant help worrying about this...try as i might to not do so, it doesn't work..
i juz wish i can knw u btr...

i'm sorry
i'm sorry
i'm sorry...

i juz hope that u can promote and i strongly believe that u can overcome anything that comes in ur way...be it band, studies or etc...

just remember, i'll always be here if u need me in any way..

Forever ur tbfff,
JFWOONG

2009-10-17T08:24:00.000-07:00

Talk about a very long time since i updated this blog..a lot, and i mean A LOT has happened since the previous update...

mid-sessionals completed
turned 17
went sailing
gone on many outings

but honestly, i most enjoyed the days that i spent together with my besties...=)

i totally LOVE them!!

Sean
Rebekah
MiaoChun
JianFeng [me]

its just sad that I have to be the ONLY poly student among us 4...but this dusen matter at all..we'll definitely KIT [keep in touch]..

i love their company
i love going out together with them
i love talking and joking with them
i love taking loads of pictures with them
they're ABSOLUTELY GREAT TTM! =)

<3

i've also been thinking a lot lately..
i just hope that somehow, someday i'll be able to achieve my dream of being an astronomer/astrophysicist...as if there's a diploma in astronomy in singapore..

but sometimes, i really wish there was one..i'd definitely take that! right now, i am only an amateur astronomer, gazing at the dazzling night sky with a telescope and keeping my dream alive..

this is it, this is what i really wanna be...

2009-08-03T06:15:00.000-07:00

Hey all..

ok this is ridiculous..no one ever comes here anymore..so why am i even continuing to post???

oh well currently half of term 2 has passed and i muz sae, things are staritng to get even more difficult..what about mst?? ok lar..for me its ok..BUCK UP ON MATH!![not that i failed or did badly]..

lets just say a lot of things has happened since my last post which was like AGES AGO...

Poly 50 - FIRE! WATER! got position number 70..ahaha
[ps no pics]

-thinks of what else to type-
-scretches head-
-stares blankly at screen-

oh ya..im goin to Tioman for ASTROVENTURE!! WEEE!! im so looking forward to that..

the catch??
get thru an obstacle called MID SESSIONAL TEST during end Aug/first week Sept before trip in mid Sept

BORING..have to wait so damn long...-.-
how i wish i can have this time controling gizmo so i can fast forward time to that day..wahahaha
too bad no such thingymijig exists in this world..
bt who knws how many paradoxes might happen if such a thing really exists..wun the world become very confusing??? haha..

ah well, forcing myself to type further is like wringing an alrdy dried up cloth, hoping that water could be wringed out...so, cheers..

ps my blog's turning 2..=)

2009-06-04T18:33:00.000-07:00

Time has indeed flewn at the speed of light..now, term1 of my poly life has ended..its the holidays but instead of loads of free time, they are totally jam packed with projects and mini assignments..not to forget, studying for the MST aka mid semester test..

the previous week was more of fun..

went to sentosa for 'sp adventurer outing' which jeslyn, hawk, chris and i left early to have some fun on our own....

the botanical gardens trip on monday was fun..

and now..its time to get REALLY busy...but first..one last enjoyable activity on mon-tues....ROUND ISLAND NIGHT CYCLING!!..from SP to the north [i think] to changi..wee!..i totally cant wait for that to happen...

get-together outings are tough to organise now since everyone, be it jc peeps or poly peeps, is busy with a whole lotta stuff..

but those were the days....

oh so free and having tonnes of non-stop fun together..

i miss you guys sia....

2009-06-01T02:31:00.000-07:00

I'M BACK!!..and yes, i'm gonna talk about the recent SP Adventurers' FO Camp i went thru during the weekends..one word...FUN!..my group name is...HAYABUSA which is japanese for peregrine falcon..apparently its tough to create a group cheer using this 4-syllabled name..oh well, thats not important...

day 1..and we got wet..my group was playing tug-of-war with another group when we saw the remaining 2 grps throwing water bombs at each other..like OMG!..but in the end, i did not really get totally wet..onli my board shorts and right side of my shirt got wet..no big..haha..but what surprised me was...no night walk..like huh?!..its odd you know..i even thought the seniors wanted us to sleep early and then wake us up in the middle of the night for a journey of courage into the darkness...

day 2..land activities..seniors gave each group $35 to prepare our own dinner..1 broccoli dish, 1 potato dish, 1 egg dish and 1 soup..we got our stuff at Clementi's NTUC..we bought quite a lot i must say..when we came back, it was our turn to go rock climbing..wooo!..and i unknowingly became the first victim of my group to scale the wall at moberly..and i must say, i did i pretty good job myself..hahahahahaha..

[the following conv. is totally made up:]
someone says: ew, so thick skinned sia
terence wjf says: wad?!
someone says: nothing...
terence wjf says: -.-

back to the topic..i did not get to try abseiling cos there wasnt enough time..awww..we set off for PM aka Poly Marina at West Coast Park with our everything..the walk there was tiring i tell u..dinner was delicious..we cooked tom yam soup which everybody kept drinkin cos it was so good..IM NOT KIDDING!..we like dumped tau pok, hotdog, tomatoes, toufu, fishball and that long and thin mushroom which usually goes well with soup..wad else, the omlette turned out ok...broccoli with oyster sauce wasnt bad..oh and the potatoes..we 'deep fried' them to get wedges...DELICIOUS..who'd knew that such things could actually taste SOOO good..except for the last batch, which was apparently seasoned with salt...i dunno why..and they turned out to be like, super salty french fries..even with mayo, it was like....-no comments-...

day3..the day everyone has been waiting for..my group went kayaking first..we were taught a few new skills of kayaking like the back paddle and the sweep..thats basically it..oh and our dear senior Thomas purposely took the opportunity of being close to my kayak and splashed my partner and i..every splash he created his us with great accuracy i tell u..we wanted to hit him back, but we got it again..-.-..Chris' kayak capsized and we were like...o.0..but good thing he could swim and 'saved' his partner who could not swim..

here's the most exciting bit...BOATING..it was so damn thrilling..our dear Willard or aka LARD brought me, bella and chin hwee on a little ride..off we went and WOW!..the boat sure is fast..he purposely went over some waves created by a passing boat and the power boat was hit so hard..our ride like, rocked/jerked/went down and it was like WOAH..i hit bella's chin with my head when that happened and im so sorry..apparently, somehow, the boat shorted out and we were stuck..good thing the second boat came to our rescue not long after or we would have to paddle back..what was once wet became dry just like that..

my crocs gave me so many blisters and they hurt on the way to this food centre in clementi..good thing our last activity was jetty jump..cos, all u had to do was, JUMP!..its always like that..when u see it from below it does not look high..but after u get onto the platform...haha, its SO scary...the fall felt 'long', but when u hit the water, everything is like...-bubble bubble bubble- until u surface...dun worry, we were wearing our FLOATATION DEVICES..aka life vests..the sea water was like stinging everyone's eyes and it felt not so good..but it was a hell-lotta-fun..of course, i cant swim and my senior had to drag me to the ladder for me to climb back..

and thats basically it..the camp ended with a BANG and my souvenir, tanned skin and a heavy bag with a set of wet clothes to painstakingly carry home..CS told us that there's an outing to sentosa this coming sunday for campers where we get our 'special gift'..he like totally leaked it out to part of my grp including me when we were waiting for the boaters to return..

CS: ur $20 camp fees arr..$10 goes to paying for the boat de fuel
terence wjf: den the other half lehs
CS: the other half is for ur xxxx xxxxxx de..
Felicia aka siao char boh: wei! y u tell them..spoil the surprise
CS: oh ya!..keep it within urself hor..

haha..stay tuned to find out what it is onli on....-snores-..

2009-05-23T06:43:00.000-07:00

Wooo!..i'm back from SP Astro Camp..it was fun!..made many new friends..the night walk was like nt scary..so was the haunted house..instead, it was HILARIOUS..i dont know how to explain to u guys here..bt yea..oh, my new friend is called wai kiat..he and i heard that we could slp at the staduim so we decided to go thr..bt the seniors kept the equips alrdy so we juz sat at the spectator stand enjoying kaya bread he found in his bag for supper at 2+..its so wierd doing that..haha..anyways, we got geraldine and jasmine out for a round 2 'night walk'..after walking, we settled at the rock climbing wall for some 'taiti'..well, wai kiat taught me and jasmine how to play so now i gt a rough idea on how to play..yay..at 4.45am, the ladies wanted to sleep and so us guys returned to the stadium to sleep..ya and we were sleeping on the long wooden planks which make the spectator stands...by the time i slept i could guess its around 5.15..i had a hard time sleeping and wai kiat was like snoring after a while [he dusen know that he snores]..i was thinking 'wth, so fast sleep?!' haha

i woke at 6 while he woke at 6.30, onli to sleep again till 7.20 plus when the sun was rising and was unbearable..oh and the mozzies were irritating around 6..well, in total, we had at least 2 and half hrs of sleep or even lesser, and yet, we managed to pull thru the day..omg..today's activities were interesting, esp creating a new constellation..haha..there's just so so much to say..oh and the seniors were great..i enjoyed having bfast wif a few of them this morn..haha..well, one more FO Camp to go..KFC KFC..

cant wait to go back to Astro again..haha

2009-05-15T03:17:00.000-07:00

Its been a long time since i blogged...so in an effort to keep this blog up and running, im gonna blog todae..

So much has happened since school started..so far, school has been fun..been enjoying the times wif my frens...as for studies, things have just begun to get more complicated..oh well, its just the beginning and i really hope i can do very well...KFC KFC [keep fingers crossed]...now is like gt a lotta stuff to do, esp projs..like one after another..furthermore, my math tutorial is like, lagging behind cos i've been slow in doing math and i juz cant get my brain cranking up to speed u know..so u can sae im rather worried..

Digital Electronics is like a bit chim and if u miss out one tiny part of the lecture, its like SH**..what the lecturer said is like totally true, u HAVE to read it again when u like get home or its gonna be like foreign to u in the next lecture..dun even get me started on DE lectures i tell u...

i think its gonna get even more hectic now that CCAs have been selected and FO Camps are comin up..oh..btw im in SP Adventurers and SP Astonomers...FO camps comin up next fri and next next fri..next next is adventurers and im so lookin forward to the whole day of water activities on sunday...woo!..kayaking and power boating...SWEET!..so i guess CCAs are like most probably starting in July? i have no idea..

anyways, i enjoyed going to T1 [tampinese 1] today wif weekiat, jonatan, terence and kimberly..'shopping' from top floor to basement 1..haha..well, gtg..pls come again..

2009-05-05T05:53:00.000-07:00

Guess wad..i am 1/3 on my way to learnin how to swim..yay..courtesy of dad..thanks..our family of 4 were at ToaPayoh Swimming Complex ard late morn..the sun was like..intense..dad taught me freestyle..-i will persevere-..after ard 2 hrs came up..after sleeping at home a while, i turned red..like those u will get when sunburn..oh well..swimming is fun!..

oh ya..surprisingly, we [kimberly, yinxiu, jonathan, weekiat, terence, daisheng & surendhar] managed to get seats in the usually crowded pizzahut..actually, math tutorial ended half hr earlier..so we went there..it is DEFINITELY cheaper there..we were in there for abt an hour..small place but wif da peeps..its much more enjoyable..btw kim said when she went to the toilet the janitor did not let her in cos she was a boy..so..she's a guy..haha..guy slash auntie...

wad else..oh..aft skool todae, went to ecp alone to cycle..hot day..i cycled till i was 1130m frm changi beach park in an hr..wooo!..much faster than wif frens..bt wif frens..more btr..cos can chit chat, laugh, scream...those were the days..going back was agonizing...i dismounted the bike and pushed it all de way back from the very first toilet in area D..i was too tired to ride on back..and once again-im red..

tmr's cca roadshow..im so so so freakin nervous? anxious? scared? happy?..hmmm..maybe adventurers, or astronomers..or both...hope i make the correct choice..err..cant wait for ONOW tmr? haha..ciao

2009-04-29T05:46:00.000-07:00

HELLO!..playing pool is so fun..school ended at 10 cos teacher on leave so terence, dai sheng, wee kiat, jonathan, kimberly, yin xiu and i went to SHOOT @ moberly on tues to have sone fun pooling...well, i 1 on 1-ed wif terence bt i lost to him..nvm..it was a very close fight ok..i had a few very lucky shots too..hehe..its cheap too..haha..$10 for 2 hrs..we kept saying dai sheng was the pro cos he played pool b4 and claimed that he onli know a lil abt it but he kept making nice shots thr..haha..

today, we formed our ONOW grps and we're abt to start our service learning project..we thought of helping out at an orphanage..it sounds fun..but our lecturer said we juz plan onli, thr's a chance that we might nt get to carry it out so....oh well...our grp had lunch at fc2 Mac..oh my grp members: terence, kimberly, dai sheng, yin xiu, surendhar..kim left early so the rest of us had Mac but yinxiu had lor mee..its definitely cheap thr..we chatted a while..and gave dai sheng his christian name..McWings..haha..and mine is McNugget..so lame and random much..haha..

how i wish i could help u in any way that i can..stay strong..dun give up..dun let him talk ctrl of ur life again..

2009-04-27T05:19:00.000-07:00

WEEEE..the bbq slash steamboat was fun!..apart from sitting so close to the flame and being attacked by crackling[if this is even a recognisable word] oil..its so warm there..literally as well as in our hearts..i'll miss these guys and i cant wait for the next gathering in june..we played polar bear at the big space outside NLB's entrance...haha..very fun cos yeong seng the GM spoke in chinese and it was all so hilarious..

backtrack to fri 24th may..met murray and went to cafe@moberly to have lunch..miss giam nearly got lost findin her way thr but she did it in the end wif her self-claimed sixth sense..wadever..the food thr is so cheap..like the cheese fries can be compared to KFC's and its cheaper for MORE..so its totally worth it..well, went to vivo city for a movie..'17 again'..a must watch ok..its a very nice show..when the show was around the end, jiaman and i heard this wierd sound coming frm our 8 o clock and then..

jm:did u hear that?
jf:ya, wad is that arr?
jm:i dunno
both:hahahaha[silently]

it totally spoilt the mood of the movie which was very touching at that point...as if the person was extremely touched and HAD to make it loud and clear to whoever hu could hear it..

anyways, those were the days and i still miss 409 '08..

2009-04-22T07:22:00.000-07:00

H-E-L-L-O..

today was..kindda alrite..apart from Digital Electronics..its like a whole lot of numbers but the thing is the numbers onli consist of 1s and 0s..its juz complicated and like...WOAH..and its juz the beginning..hope i can cope with it, plus all that amath all over again..-crosses fingers-...first lesson of ONOW today was quite entertaining..got to know classmates btr..oh and if u were wondering what it stands for, its our nation, our world..aka character development but they made some changes in the module so... ..lunched at fc5 wif a few peeps..i had pizza hut today..ahaha..the personal pan pizza set meal...its onli $4.95 plus drink..oh and i got my PEEE textbk..its like the same thickness as amath textbook in sec sch and its looks complicated wif all that equations in MAGNETISM..

Note: to anyone reading this and comes to my blog often, pls..leave a tag juz b4 u leave...thanks..

2009-04-20T05:56:00.000-07:00

SALUTATIONS!

Guess wad..i finally have a facebook account..wee..ok i know i'm like extremely slow but after a long long time of consideration i finally made one..if not i'd be like so sua ku i tell u...anyways it's the first day of skool and so far so good?...apparently, MATH is back to haunt the daylights out of me..looking at the 3 stacks of thick math ws and notes, i almost felt like using them for fuel in a BBQ instead..inequalities, linear eqn, quad eqn, DIFFERENTIATION, trigo, integration, rate of change..like everything covered in amath since sec 3...anyways, PEEE[principles of electrical and electronic engineering] could almost be renamed physics cos it covers everything frm static electricity to transformers..good thing ms lie's useful notes are still around...we were doing resistors today and learned how to read the resistor..cool..haha

anyways, lunch today was...well, out math ended early and we walked all aound de school as a class hoping to find a foodcourt with ample empty seats for us to sit down and have a meal...so off we went to all de foodcourts but fc1 and 2...and yes..even the 'infamous' fc6...hiking up there was like..omg..we're so hungry and we still have to climb up to the fc onli to find NO empty seats..great..in the end, we settled for a grab-and-go lunch at fc5..i got myself a subway..but they ran out of bread so it was all wraps..thing is it is definitely cheaper than outside so..quite worth i muz sae..haha..

tmr have math tutorial..first period of the day at 8.30..yawn..and we have 3 mr wong lecturers ok..haha...gotta like go for the pc-add-programme thingy tmr cos we lack some required softwares crucial for our studies in skool...apparently our appointment is at 11 when we end skool at 11.30...haha
terence, yin xiu, kimberly, shanky and i are going tmr..

well, either accept me on facebook or if i nv send invite den pls add me ok?..ciao

2009-04-18T06:23:00.000-07:00

Hello ppl..i'm here to update abt yesterday's err..steamboat + tepanyaki..who went?..murray, joel, alvin, yeong seng, audrey and i..

it was rather cheap but the place was a little crampy and very hot cos we had 2 steamboats and since de table was a bit small, the steamboats were like, less than a classroom table width apart..food wise, there was a wide selection..and to our surprise, there were live prawns..which we cooked in the steamboat..rather brutal though..de prawns kept jumping while we were trying to cook them and ys gave a sudden yelp which shocked us as it was like all so random...

oh, before that i went to my workplace to have lunch wif my ex-workmates..realli missed them a lot..helping them unpack the boxes that came in ytd was so memorable cos of the leaks that come frm different products [ie shampoo & shower gel] and how disgustingly funny it can get..haha..

once again, i have no one to like realli talk to...like realli really talk to..cos alotta ppl are like busy wif skoolwork, syf and CCAs and other stuff..oh well, i think after i start studying next week, the things i wanna say will most probably fade into the depths of the abyss one by one..

forgotten...
lost..
gone..
...

2009-04-16T04:34:00.000-07:00

Last Day of Orientation..woke up at 5.21am and went to Sembawang mrt, courtesy of dad..got there SLIGHTLY late onli..anyways, yin xiu[1 year older den us] and i went northwards as we thought the location was nt bad...oh err, we did not wanna go to de actual location as we felt it was a bit ulu..de further up we went, the lesser the crowd, hence we back tracked and stopped at the cross junction between aljunied drive and sembawang drive..the crowd was ok ok as most were rushing to Sun Plaza...there was onli one guy hu applauded me for my 'job well done', some who were cold and a couple of ppl hu had a word or two to say..well, let it be..after a rather long time standing there, i managed to get...-drum rolls-...S$44.50..ok thats nt a lot..bt hey, its my first time doing so and i'm rather proud of myself...one of the nearby schoolmate commented that i gt a lotta stamina for standing thr so long..well, lunched at Foodfare wif a few of my classmates...because i kept talking to yin xiu all de time, wee kiat teased us on the train back to school saying that me and her are a couple and blah blah blah, u know how it goes..den we stood at one pole each 'emo-ing'..soon, he got pretty guilty by the time we reached jurong interchange that he apologised..haha..but yea, it happened before in sec sch so i'm sortta used to that kindda comments..met murray at convention centre after counting money and went around for 'skool tour'..literally anyhow walk...we found ourselves at the concourse where the party was held...the food was more like finger food and there were a lot of ppl..saw a few ex-deyians thr..after Q-ing to get into the party, murray and i got out within 5 minutes..reason, it wasnt realli our type cos it was like extreme rock and i thought it would be smth like prom bt wif performances and stuff..so we left..took 74e home and talked abt some stuff...

i sure do miss those days..

2009-04-15T05:48:00.000-07:00

Day Tres [3 in spanish]

A slow day to begin with cos school starts at 1 so i was pretty much drawn to my ds early in the morning...at least the train was not as crowded..the presentation todae was rather entertaining and it gave us a little insight to what our course is about..when the lecturer talked about all those diodes, capacitor and err..i forgot wad else..main thing is, after 5 months of not studying, all those talk about circuits and magnetic flux was like...'oh dear, i think i better start reading up again'...i was sitting there blinking my eyes again and again to cmfm wad i saw on that projector screen..and our course modules thingy was juz SO confusing...anyways, after that we split into classes, and into groups to connect 2LEDs and 2 resistors to a Tamiya car...the points are given based on design and speed of car at the track set up downstairs...well, my group[terence, kim, yin xiu, me] spent most of the time wondering how we are gonna put these things together...so our design was simple..there i said it...'simplicity is the ultimate sophistication'... and hence, i51MPL3 is our car name..a piece of small paper with the 'license place number' written on it was all that was on the car other than the other components provided...haha..we juz placed the resistors in parallel to the LEDs and juz 'cha' at de battery thr which made it look like 2 ppl sitting thr..our car was cover-less so everything was exposed...de female lecturer told us to do in series bt we tried and it did not work..so we tried parallel which worked as well..proven by terence's made up formula that 'series = X'..pretty lame but funny..i have pics bt i'll try and get them in here soon..well, its race time and of de 4 grps in our class, ours came in first at 17:98..this was the first time we were so proud of such an impromptu thing..other classes had faster cars and we said that their motors could be different and stuff bt, hu cares? haha...exchanged numbers wif kim and yin xiu..after that, lunched wif terence, shanky[cool name], susu[full name surhender (i think)] and a few of deee students who knew terence and shanky..their names are, eugene, ky[i keep forgetting her name], jason..yea..went home on 74 wif min min cos i met her at de bus stop..

tmr is flag day, and i'm meetin a few of them at 7AM at Sembawang MRT station, frm thr, we'll 'try get lost' on de way to Sembawang Sec..haha..its so early i tell u..and i heard MINIMUM amt was $30..scAry..overall, day3 was enjoyable.. =)

i'm so lovin wad i'm seeing..

2009-04-14T00:13:00.001-07:00

DAY2 of Orientation..well, today was kinda fun...at least i got to connect btr wif some of my classmates...we played a few pretty ok games and designed our class poster..well, i had to step up a bit to deco the poster or else how'd i connect wif them? haha...we also built a tower using straws and the aim was to make the tallest one bt we ended up making the second shortest one..well, some people did not turn up todae..nvm..lets see hu i can rmb..err...kimberly, yin xiu, jonathan, john, wee kiat, kai herng, gt 2 de names hanging thr bt i cant recall, noh, izzul and terence...yes, u heard me, a guy in class hu has the same christian name as me..i was shocked too cos i heard his name was darren yesterday...anyways, we got our donation tins today and apparently our allocated location is pretty bad, its around sembawang sec sch and thr's nth else at our area other than hdb blocks, a police post and Canberra CC..i have this feeling it aint gonna be easy getting top individual collector and winning that cruise or even that bike..T.T..well, school starts at 1 tmr so..haha...ciao..for now..

2009-04-13T06:29:00.000-07:00

WELCOME!

Xin de yi tian, xin de kai shi..if you are currently reading this very line of my post then u are at the right place...as u have noticed, i changed my blog url so..ya..automatic a bit hor..[in case u're wondering wad am i talking abt, i'm refering to RELINK!]..

Its the first day of school and well, things are going slow today cos nt much activities apart frm the pc clinic, skool tour and the notebook training...definitely a tiring day, well duh, try lugging ard a 2.1kg lappy that occupies 95% of ur slingbag for three hours...anyways, i talked to this guy named justin and apparently he found out he was in the wrong class at 5 when we know wad class we're in since 8.30..well, cant realli blame cos diff course also gt same class no. as mine which is 1B22..and guess wad, my class has 2 girls out of 21 ppl in total..btr than some i have seen, no girls at all..well, i'm basically alone cos some guys clumped tgt here and thr..den de girls of course tgt..so, tadah..its onli day 1 so everyone's pretty much quiet..tmr is err..-flips orientation booklet-...aha!, class bonding..hopefully can socialise btr with them bahs..gd luk to me then..

well, thinking back, i really enjoyed my second job..i miss those gd times i had with the 'big brothers'..so fun..haix..realli miss them..wei long, tee hong, chin hwee..i was slightly tempted to work todae..but i have school so...well, its a brand new experience for me and i'm actually SLOWLY beginning to enjoy it..haha..wif a subway branch opening soon and a party at ZOUK coming up, hu wun enjoy?..muahahaha..

TTYNT![talk to you next time]

2009-04-05T02:22:00.000-07:00

Heys ppl..school [for me] is starting in...1, 2, 3...8 days..woo...time sure flies...well, i'm nt actually STARTING school, its juz orientation slash flag day for the President's Star Charity...day1 of school's going to take me on a whole new journey...a whole day journey in fact..9am to 8pm...oh dear...good thing the last 3 hrs are spent during a welcome bash planned by the seniors...hmmm...i'll try my best to make the best out of the whole poly life...but no guarantees that i wont complain..wo hui jin liang jian shao wo de tou su de?..i hope...haha...and to celebrate a new beginning, im going to change my blog link..so watch out for it!...that is IF i can ever think of one by april 13th..gua gua...

2009-03-19T05:35:00.000-07:00

Finally...a day for me to update me blog...

3rd March Tuesday
SL BBQ @ Aloha Loyang...a rather fun day indeed...reuniting with the seniors whom we have not seen for like 2 years...played mahjong...oh and not forgetting the game of captain's ball..and de score is....well...no one was counting it so...everyone's a winner...yay...we played Indian Poker and the forefit was being drawn with lipstick on the arms..and i kena-ed..but it wasn't all that bad...took pics wif some of my fav seniors...really will miss them a lot...

7th March Saturday
Cabbed to Parkway Parade..met Darylene, Adeline, ChanHong and Irene...headed for ECP to meet Cher and David..-presses fast forward button-...bowling...haha..i din perform THAT bad..jus that very long nver play alrdy...can sae my score was ok ok lar...went cycling after the rain...halfway thru we had to turn back as Adeline needed to leave...Darylene left after that, leaving Chan, Irene and I for Swensens dinner...took 76 home...tired

13th March Friday
Went SP...settled enrolment stuff...and bought my laptop after a very long long long decision...for convenience, i got a lenovo ThinkPad T400..ok lar u can sae...specs also nt that bad...

13th March-16th March
Holiday-ed at Melacca slash Muar..

Thats basically about it...nth much these days...other than work, work and more work...ciao

2009-03-01T01:42:00.000-08:00

Hey people, i guess it has been indeed a long time since i updated...by the looks of it, my blog's dying...the tagboard is pretty much stegnant from time to time...and i have reasons for not blogging...work...its a tough job i must say...from the working hours to what i have to do...its just plain tiring...to add on to that, i've got plenty of issues which come on and off...its just so so sickening...its just plain terrible to hold it all in and not be able to tell it to anybody...it feels as if ur body is cannibalising itself from the inside out...i really wonder how long this can go on...pretty much everyone 'talkable' is busy with their JC stuff...i work near the IMH and i was even joking that after a period of time i'll go crazy as well...so i guess it has pretty much come true...honestly, last week was a rather rough ride...the weekends are more relaxing...but monday symbolizes another week to struggle through...what else can i say, my mood these few days is as as good as the weather now, raining accompanied by thunder and lightning...the onli thing that made me smile was that rainbow almost everyone saw in the evening...other than that..-sighs-...well, at least i'm going out to chill with some peeps i miss a lot this week, SL reunion BBQ on wednesday and bowling-cycling outing at east coast on saturday...=)...ciao

2009-02-01T19:06:00.000-08:00

Life for the JC students have just started today...back to more studying aka sian...but for me, a poly student, having most of my peeps in JC i too feel very sian...cant go out with them when i want to...

This route is the hardest so far in our friendship... 1 JC, 1 Poly...but all i know is, we will still forever be best friends no matter how far apart we are...we can definitely pull thru this...

朋友-周华健

这些年一个人
风也过雨也走
有过泪有过错
还记得坚持甚麽

真爱过才会懂
会寂寞会回首
终有梦终有你在心中

朋友一生一起走
那些日子不再有
一句话一辈子
一生情一杯酒
朋友不曾孤单过
一声朋友你会懂
还有伤还有痛
还要走还有我

这些年一个人
风也过雨也走
有过泪有过错
还记得坚持甚麽

真爱过才会懂
会寂寞会回首
终有梦终有你在心中

朋友一生一起走
那些日子不再有
一句话一辈子
一生情一杯酒
朋友不曾孤单过
一声朋友你会懂
还有伤还有痛
还要走还有我

Bestestest Friends Forever

the loudest pop of our lives

Thank U for being my friends...i'll never forget u all...
Not forgetting: rochelle, chanhong, zixin, chidam, jolene, daphne, ys, jiaman, etc..

To anyone reading this:''All the best for your future endeavours''

2009-01-12T07:53:00.000-08:00

Post No. 100

Two souls from two totally different worlds met each other on a lonely stretch of road
Their lives intertwined and formed a bond
It was so strong that almost nothing could break it
From that day onwards they travelled together down the road

Through thick and thin they went together
Shared each others' weal and woes
And were literally inseparable

4 years down, a catastrophe occurred
Lightning struck them and the bond weakened
Day by day the distance between them grew
But all was not lost
Their fading bond was saved by a thin golden thread

Recovering from the shock the thread grew thicker
Now the bond is stronger than ever
They swore never to let anything separate them again

On the night of 12th Jan 2009 they arrived at a split road
Each had their own path to follow

The long 5 year journey ended almost in a flash
The journey was long and tough
But they pulled through together

Goodbyes are always hard to say
Unwilling to leave they stood there looking at the silver full moon
Stars twinkled all around in the night sky

Soon they had to move on
One last encouragement
One last handshake
One last hug
And then...

Though being miles apart

Their bond will still remain as strong

I know their paths will definitely meet again one day

To Sean Teh Ming Quan..
All the best for your future endeavours in JC and thank you for being my best friend for the past 5 years...

2009-01-12T07:43:00.000-08:00

This is it...the day everything changes...the moment the envelope is opened, lives changed almost instantly...the future is set...

2009-01-01T04:13:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year to one and all who visit my trying-to-stay-alive blog...had another east coast park cycling trip yesterday wif my bestie, sean...we cycled from 1-3...desperately tried to catch up wif him...we could hardly reach changi park although the park connector was like so damn straight but it was indeed very very, very long...i dont even know if we have reached halfway point...all i know is we were so near the runway and it was alive with planes taking off and landing......anyways at 2, we turned back...disappointed and really really really really drop dead tired..but, after an agonizing ride, we finally made it back..headed over to the pond and caught super many grey guppies and prawns...sean stayed over at my crib for the day...welcomed the new year, watched fireworks frm the window...and err found these wierd red lights appearing and slowly descending before vanishing..[the aliens have come!!]...were so darn restless and walked to Mac to grab a bite..just 2 macflurry and 1 large fries to go...it was around 1+...couldnt sleep so we watched Fred on yotube..HILARIOUS...everything ended ard 5.15am..tired, we fell asleep...woke at 9.30, surprisingly wide awake...played badminton in de afternoon...guess wad...going back to east coast park for cycling wif mc, rebe and sean...ahahah..got sortta tanned yesterday while fishing...at least the sunburn wasnt that serious..phew..thats all folks..

2008-12-29T07:21:00.000-08:00

Hey guys...been outta the country for the past few days and hence din update...now i shall do a summary of what i have went thru..

23rd Dec
Super last minute bbq at east-coast park...me, kj, david, mc, rebe, alvin, yurong, bi hui, yang lin...rented bikes...3hrs at the same price as 2hrs..the uncle was so nice to us...once again rented A double bike and 2 singles...learnt how to ride a bike in like 20mins? [not kidding/bragging]...FINALLY..an accomplishment b4 the year ends[bt i feel it had smth to do wif all that double biking]...crashed bike into lamp post while returning it...had loads of fun desperately battling the drizzle to keep the flame alive...used 'burnables' to sustain fire..got home about 10+..definitely tired..

[i juz cant accept ur gift]

24th Dec
Rushed ard settling gifts stuff...met darylene, cher, karen, humphrey, jocelyn, victoria, amanda at 5...headed for pamela's hse..chan came a minute after we arrived..exchanged gifts..ate great food...the old ppl were talking, remembering the good-old days..played mahjong...won twice...yay...chan's lime cheesecake was fantastic..thanks..had sips of white and red wine..the former tastes better though...the wine-drinkers became 'drunk'...great day...

25th Dec
Merry Xmas...woke at 5+, changed, headed for Melacca...loooooooong drive...arrived at ard 11+, checked in to Holiday Inn Melacca...nice view of the Straits of Melacca..lunched at the Newton Food Village...3 words, cheap good food...went sight seeing at seemingly cheap museums...got back to hotel, washed up a bit, went shopping...i totally din buy anything..either too ex or some things nt that attractive...

26th-28th Dec
Began heading for Johor..went to Jusco Melacca first...bought a pair of cargos..super tired on the way over...Saturday, shopping frenzy...the super big shopping mall is like..-jaw drops-..huge i tell u..we bought LOADS of stuff...but i onli got like 4 items more..Sunday, cycled on grandma's bike ard the estate[Sat too, more like ard a certain area]..packed up..came back

...and i'm done..its 1 more day to the New Year [as of this time that i'm posting at]so get ur resolutions rdy...results are juz ard de corner so...-bites nails-...oh and dont forget to add a second to that countdown...the earth has juz slowed down its rotation[not kidding]..so its..5, 4, 3, 2, 1, 1..hence that night will be 23:59:60..instead of the last number being 59..ok shall end all this science stuff here so..ciao..

2008-12-15T02:54:00.001-08:00

Heyz ppl...wazzup...i know it HAS indeed been a super long time since i updated my blog...hence, i shall update today...went to East Coast Park with Humphrey, Darylene and Chan Hong yesterday...somehow i wore a polo tee and jeans together with my favourite shoe out, and i thought at first we wern't going there since it rainned an hour before..and then, tadah, the decision was to go east coast as planned at first...so totally inappropriate sia, wearing jeans at ECP and riding a bike...that was probably my second time there since sec2 beach clean-up..oh well..we rented 1 double bike and 2 single bikes, humphrey paid for it, thanks humphrey...of course, i was the one on the double bike since i dont even know the least bit on how to cycle...humphrey was the pilot of the bike..off we went..towards changi..it was a super super LONG journey...i felt that we looked like school boys and girl as we're carrying our bags...on the way, Chan somehow developed a force of attraction and crashed into my double bike...humphrey was thrown off and fell..i somehow managed to find balance and did not fall..well, the outcome?, chanhong had some black marks on his leg, humphrey got a minor scratch on his foot, the reflective plates on the right pedal in front came off and broke, also a bit of the pedal was chipped off...from that incident on, we started avoiding chanhong's bike, even darylene...ltr on, he nearly hit her when we paused a while to answer kenneth's call..as we carried on, humphrey and i picked up speed and what do u noe, our chain came off...zzz..that was dumb...humphrey 'cured' the problem while dirtying his hand with grease..chanhong's back was dirty..haha..cos of the splashes frm riding over the puddles...we rode over to this shelter near this chalet, cant rmb which but its near changi for sure...humphrey went to the beach to clean his hands, with SAND!..smart..chanhong did a 'strip-tease' as he was obsessed with knwing the extent of the dirtiness of his shirt...ahaha..when we were done, we rode back to meet kenneth...when we were about more den halfway there, we picked up speed to catch up with chanhong and darylene, and who knew, the chain came off AGAIN..so, we had no choice but to push the bike all the way back...after a while, humphrey discovered that the back wheel could still be used to get the bike going, so i had the job of pedalling while he steered...unexpectedly, we got lost and were rushing to get back...after a few minutes of searching we finally got back and met kenneth...went dinner at swensens, delicious...we got on 853 and went home, but some smart alec named humphrey messed up his sense of direction and made us get off at kallang MRT station from the correct bus..zz..we separated at the station wif chanhong and i going to paya lebar to take 76 towards AMK...so many things happened yesterday..but overall, it was fun..it got me so-called inspired to go there more often when i'm free to take in the scenery and hopefully learn how to ride a bike..ahaha..cheers..

2008-11-19T02:09:00.000-08:00

PROM NIGHT 2008: UTOPIA

That's right, this year, there is only ONE word to describe the prom....WILD...the food was great, the ambience was stunning, the mini disco at the end of the prom was SO HIGH and all da BEA-U-TIFUL peeps in town were dressed to the nines on that FAB-U-LOUS night...

-Yummy...MILK in a milk bottle

-Hungry anyone?

-Do i hear wedding bells here??

-PROM KING & PROM QUEEN '08!

-Shou Hong and I...totally opposite attire

17th November 2008 Prom Night was truely a night to remember...i would like to thank the organizers of this event, without them, all of this would not be possible at all...and of course the one and only Student Councillors[new name]!...thanks all...more pics to come next time..

2008-09-08T06:41:00.000-07:00

I AM FINALLY 16..woohoo...well, today felt like an average day apart from carrying rebekah's gift around in a big plastic bag...i dont really expect a lot of people remembering my b'dae as it has always been during the school holidays for the past few years except this year and the next few years, hence it is rarely celebrated on that day itself wif frens...err, but i didn't really celebrate it today too..well, no matter how simple today may be, it is still a special moment to be cherished and is special in everyway..below are the few people whom i would like to thank the most...

-Sean
-Bryan
-Rebekah
-Alvin
-Rochelle
-Evelyn
-Jia Man
-and of course my parents

there are many others whom i would also like to thank too so to those whose names did not appear in the list above, i thank u too...[nt including those hu did nt wish me a happy b'dae]..haha..well i had a rather small Tiramisu cake today bought by my mom..thanks...it's small but definitely D-E-L-I-C-I-O-U-S...i would also like to express my gratitude to those who have taken precious time and effort to get me those lovely gifts...thank you all indeed...

2008-08-29T06:39:00.000-07:00

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY...i would like to hereby thank the teachers who have taught me and have impacted my life greatly...the one i would like to thank most is Mrs. Liang, my p4 form teacher...she is indeed a very inspirational teacher...at this point i find myself speechless...i can't seem to thank her enough for all the things she has done...ever since she taught me, she has been my favourite teacher even until now...i will never forget a teacher like her...thank you Mrs. Liang...

After that wonderful mini bonding session with the ex-DQPS peeps and Mrs. Liang, it was time for YUM CHA!!...alvin, evelyn, jia man, joel, murray, yeong seng and I...the food there is really really really good...i still cant help but to eat more of siew mai rather than other dishes...btw...we played zong ji mi ma [aka the 1-99 numbers game]...the loser had to eat something off the table and unluckily, i lost at least 6 times[if i'm not wrong] and eating more when u are full is just so so so 'torturing' in a sense...think about it, you're like bloated and u have to eat more...well, we did not really force each other to eat but some portions were cut down which made it easier for the loser to accept the forefit...evelyn sort of hoped YS could 'kena' so that he could eat what she made for him...mayonnaise + vinegar + chilli sauce...YUCKS...but unfortunately, he did not eat it as he had quite a few close shaves...all in all, it was a very very very filling lunch+dinner...i think i need to start exercising already...stuffing myself with not-so-healthy food during prelim period and not exercising to balance the intake and the output is just so ermm, unhealthy i guess...right?...

-'YS and the gals'...[doesnt he look wierd?]

-'Mrs Nathan[in red] was in OUR school today!'

-'performance put up by our dear teachers...good effort though'

-'Yum Yum YUMCHA!'

2008-08-09T05:24:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE...happy 43rd...i went to marina just now..wow...crowded...but my family and i managed to secure a place to watch everything...a very different experience indeed...although it rained slightly it still did not dampen the spirits of the many singaporeans who went there to soak in the National Day atmosphere...the black knights were wonderful...a first for many i guess since they were like 'WOW'...the parade was rather ok...the finale came soon and it was good...the fireworks were launched one after another after another...which created a lot of bangs and shockwaves...nt to forget, i brought back a piece of the firework as souvenir..as in the paper-like thing used to cover the firework shell which was slightly burnt...but there was a disadvantage to where i was standing...u would have some gunpowder or even pieces of the paper-like thing landing on ur clothes or even ur hair...at first sight my sister thought they were moths...but after looking closely only did she realise that those white things falling from the sky weren't moths...zzz...how lame is that...zzz...why would moths even fly into fireworks anyways...

-The view from where we were...

-Fly-by

-'I Love Singapore!'

-this would be my fav firework pic of all

-'Tadah!'..my souvenir

but seriously speaking the Beijing Olympics fireworks and performances were much much more extravagant...no offence...i loved it very much...i simply admire their creativity...oh ya..i also have to say this 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY BLOG!'...my blog is finally one year old TODAY!...yay..haha...actually wanted to change the blog link..but decided to do it on my birthday instead...well...the fun's over and...HAIZ...O level chinese results on tuesday...oh my...i hope i can do well...and all de best to the rest...[to the peeps dat are close to me of course]...cheers..

2008-08-07T23:34:00.000-07:00

Three years ago, I walked down that aisle to stand on the stage to be invested as a Student Councillor...Two years ago, the PSLs and Student Councillors merged as one to form the brand new Student Leaders Council...A year ago, I was chosen to become the Discipline Committee ExCo together with Jolene...This year on 30th July 2008, I walked down that very same aisle for the second and last time...time sure flies when you are having fun...i still remember the very first time i had to do the announcements & pledge duty...on 31st August Aces Day cum Teachers' Day Celebration...the announcement was for Student Leaders but i could not really rememember what...those were the days...the camps, the meetings, the rehearsals, the bondings, the announcements...i won't forget the moments spent together with the council...today is August 7th 2008, 'Merci' Party day...'merci' as in 'thank you' in french...it was enjoyable being the last team though...hehe...grp5!!...Deena, Michelle, Fazlindah, Benjamin, Wei Liang and I...shiok sia...getting wet...our grp enjoyed it very much..hehe...although the number of water bombs were cut down, it was still a very memorable farewell party...the hugging session was the one which moved me...at first i thought i won't be crying...but as we excos did it among ourselves, i began to accumulate the tears as i went frm jolene to daphne to rochelle...then it was chidam..who, to me, appears to be crying..so i hugged him and well, i kindda broke down into tears...and indeed i feel that crying IS contagious cos pretty much a lot of people cried...even the sec2s...haiz...i somehow wish that time could slow down...

-'Look! We're Wanted'!

-'Juniors smile for the camera!'

-'GROUP SHOT!'

Everything happened so rapidly...i will definitely miss everyone in the board dearly...just a few words before i sign off...to sec2s: glad to have known some of u and all the best for whatever u do...to: sec3s, i will surely think of u guys and the moments we shared...good luck for future endeavours...to: sec4s, the 'old birds'...now that we have stepped down, we can finally concentrate on our studies now...good luck for the 'O' Levels...to: those who came up with the party: i thank u all from the bottom of my heart...and i love the gift that u people gave...simple concept and design yet it touches the heart as it was made with lots of love...i'll treat it with lots of tender loving care...

'The future is in ur hands now incoming leaders, shape it well and DO US PROUD!'

2008-08-02T20:50:00.000-07:00

Waking up each day, i ask myself...have i done anything to improve my studies?...any revisions?..even without telling u i guess most of u would most probably have guessed what my answer would be...simply because, that motivation or the 'umph' is not there...everything has been going downwards these days...although there were indeed some good times here and there...that mood isn't there...furthermore, things happen for a reason and they have already taken place...i know people have been 'nagging' at me to revise now...problem is, u cannot leave me alone for a long period of time and hope that i would actually start doing something useful within that period...i'll gradually drift away from the table and be seen doing something else instead...adding on, i know it seems as if i've got very good friends but that is just what u see without understanding the current situation to the full extent...the truth is, what i am feeling now is more of solitude than being accompanied...its like i'm being cursed or something...if that is so then so it shall be...one last thing before i end off, i would like to say this to a particular someone who should know that i am actually refering to himself/herself: ''Stop caring about me anymore! Why should u care about how i am these few days...we aren't related anymore...i don't recognise u anymore...u owe me nothing and neither do i...so STOP!...u can try all u want but it is already way too late to repair the damage done to the shattered glass...even so, there would still be scars left on it and it will never be the same as before...so save ur effort...please''

[it makes me bleed even more whenever i see u...]

2008-06-30T02:21:00.000-07:00

Argh...the word i would use to describe how i have been these few days...its just not too good...imagine this-a roller coaster going down a very steep drop, just that the one i am on is going on and on, not knowing when i will hit the turning point...thing is, everything is happening so fast that i could not have time to react to them...my chem is like going from bad to worse...i just cant seem to understand anything at all...physics is still managable so far...a math, well lets just not talk about it...in addition, things happening at home just makes things worse...i know many people keep telling me to concentrate on my studies and all, but i just cant help worrying as it is like air, you cant avoid it...things are just way too complicated aren't they...i even feel like crying whenever i think of them, if not these thoughts simply destroy my mood of the day...to make things worse, i have been pierced by a burning katana straight through my heart...this searing pain inside is just unbearable...''i dont like this feeling''...someone please take my life before i take it away myself...-been thinking a lot these few days-

2008-06-20T06:36:00.000-07:00

School's Gonna Start Again In Three Days...and its not lookin good for me these days either...zzz...just the thought of it makes me regurgitate...i better write what i want before i don't get the chance to[ i think] when school reopens...some of u reading this might know wad i mean...but actually...speaking of which, i dont have anything to say...zzz...cheers

2008-06-13T04:15:00.000-07:00

These few days have been rather fun for me...starting from Wednesday...SL meeting at 1...daphne got bored as sec4 excos were supposed to be the 'mentors'...so she asked if we would want to watch a movie later on...she asked me, chidam, rochelle and chan hong...at first i thought that she was just joking...but in the end, who knew, we really went to watch 'Kungfu Panda' at 4pm...a very nice show indeed...i want to thank zi xin for letting us go watch...i did not expect this type of last minute thing to really happen, but it did...its a must watch movie for everyone...i only like the advice given by the old turtle in the movie to the master shifu...''yesterday's history, tomorrow's a mystery, today's a gift, that is why it is called the present''...it somewhat makes some sense...after the movie was tuition...which was like...[speeechless]...now on to Thursday...i only liked yesterday's dinner...which was an early father's day thing as my mom is uncertain about the time that she would be back in singapore from her overnight stay at Bintan...[certainly brings back memories]...we had a seemingly expensive dinner at marche which cost $98.95...i nearly thought it would go to a hundred plus...the food was totally D-E-L-I-C-I-O-U-S...obviously since it cost us so much...now...TODAY...woke up at nine and was forced to run 2 rounds at the park downstairs by my dad...a nice thing to do[running] but rather tiring...not my problem that its tiring ok...i haven't really ran in like 2 weeks or so...and what do i have later on?? TUITION...[faints]...the thought of homework sure is not very good...but i managed to do up the poster for english...i'm doing indiana jones and the kingdom of the crystal skulls...i had to get into the mood so i searched for the infamous theme from the movie and began doing...but it got me into the mood of other very well done music by john williams if i'm not wrong...such as the one from star wars...totally rocked...now i'll just leave u, the reader of this very sentence to continue enjoying the lovely star wars main theme...cheers

2008-06-11T19:44:00.000-07:00

Tagged by: ROCHELLE

People Who Had Been Tagged MUST Write Their Answers In Their Blog Post And Replace Any Questions .That They Dislike With New Ones That They Formulated Themselves . Tagged 8 People In Their Blog And Those 8 People , Whom Been Tagged , CANNOT REFUSE . These 8 People Must State Who They Had Been Tagged By And Have Tagged ( 8 people ) These People Cannot Tagged The Person Whom They Will Tagged By .

# 1 . What is your ideal lover like ?
=] pure & caring

# 2 . How long do you intend to wait someone you really like ?
=] it depends on the what de person does while i wait

# 3 . If the person you like already attracted , what will you do ?
=] if she's happy then i obviously cant stop her right??

# 4 . If you had a choice , what kind of family you wish to born in ?
=] exactly the same family that i have right now

# 5 . Do you love being tagged ?
=] ermm...i guess so...

# 6 . What is the first thing you do when you wake up ?
=] try to find my phone under my pillow [if it is even there after i placed it there at night that is]

7 .What type of friend do you like ?
=] SEAN => hilarious, understanding, lame, etc...

# 8 . What type of parents you dislike ?
=] those super unreasonable ones

# 9 . If your lover betray you , what will your reaction be ?
=] never ever speak to her again for good

# 10 . If you fall in love with two people in a time , which one will you pick ?
=] do i look like those who will even do that??

# 11 . Is it more blessed to be loved or loving someone ?
=] it is better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all

# 12 . Whose is the most important person to you ?
=] my mother

# 13 . Will you rather smile or laugh ?
=] laugh [duh]

# 14 . Would you do anything to get the attention of the person you like ?
=] i wonder if she will even see me grabbing her attention, let alone SEE me there

# 15 . What would you do if your best friend stead with the person you like ?
=] i dont think it will ever ever happen bahs

# 16 . What would you do if the person you like know that you like her ?
=] oh i have been through this and

# 17 . What time of the age will you like to start a relationship ?
=] after i manage to get into poly

# 18 . What will you do if you found out someone you hate the most like you ?
=] make her hate me...muahahahahaha

# 19 . Do you have a goal right now ?
=] yep...but its a secret for me to know and for u to find out

# 20 . What is the time now ?
=] 11.58am

2008-05-28T07:48:00.000-07:00

Ok...as requested by Miss Moh, i shall post today...i would like to quote something from the newspaper...''School Holiday? What HOLIDAY?''...indeed i don't really feel that it is even the holidays...it feels pretty much like an average school day...just that we are allowed to go later and dismissed around the same time...the saga continues...even in the holidays?? i just don't believe it man...well, if he wants it that way, then we can give it to him...as the saying goes...an eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth...and newton's law...for every action done, there is always an equal and opposing force...well, we're just doing what the power of ENGLISH is telling us to...muahahahah...beat that sia U freak...muahahahaha...psps...going on a holiday tomorrow to have some R&R and probably some mid-year shopping too if possible...lots of things to buy...i hope i can enjoy myself before returning home... ... ... ...i've practically gt nothing else to say but...ENJOY YOUR HOLIDAY...while it lasts...unless you want to study till your head blows up

2008-05-16T04:30:00.000-07:00

A bomb just exploded on my head today...the results of mid-year...all wasn't THAT good...but at least i managed to pass all but e math...btw, a math is still unknown as of yet...i'm proud of my english results...not just proud...its VERY proud...first time i have ever been so satisfied with something like that...i'm also rather happy for my chinese paper 1...hehe...however, to every yin, there's always a yang...my other subjects did not meet my targets...especially the sciences, which i barely passed with that one mark...phew...my combined humanities was ok, at least i did not fail badly...instead both got the same marks...which was surprising...now that mid-year is over, there is only one thing in my mind which is constantly tormenting me...CHINESE O LEVELS...yes people...its 10 days away...be very afraid...hope intensive chinese can aid in improving my paper 2...and enhance my paper 1 even further...best wishes...cheers

2008-05-13T20:24:00.000-07:00

The raindrops pelted on my face as i walked home under the falling leaves of the trees above...exams are over, but i don't feel excited at all...there's no jumping for joy, there's no screaming at the top of my voice, there's no going out to relax, just going home with a concert of rain, vehicles splasing puddles on the road, cracking lightning and the confetti-like leaves...nothing more, nothing less...but good thing is exams are indeed over...but is it really the time to so called play??...

2008-04-29T06:17:00.000-07:00

HEY...the blood shot eyed vampire is in the house...as most of u would have know from asking me...''what happen to your eye''...i have blood shot eyes as these few days its been very heaty and i ate [some] heaty food plus my fever...put that all together and that caused some capillaries in my eye to 'burst'...well, some are intimidated by my eye eg. chan hong...but others are still ok with me...its healing, but it has shifted...now its just beside my iris...i'm worried it might affect my vision...well, it better get ok or else the oral examiner would be like...what happened to your eye...and i'll end up answering that for oral exam this friday instead of the question given...zzzz...but the good thing is, i'm getting better, and about time too since mid-year is coming soon...however i'm still coughing and having a slight flu...terrible weather these days...a while it can rain like it never did before, then after that it will scorch the land and we're like little mobile pieces of meat waiting to be roasted/already being roasted/ that have been roasted/ not wanting to get roasted under that sun...one advice, DRINK PLENTY OF WATER...take care, mid-year is around the corner, study hard and...GO! [amazing race 're-enactment']...haha...cheers

2008-04-25T16:55:00.000-07:00

Things are like crashing down around me...i'm down wif a sore throat that won't go away, i'm getting on and off fevers...and this morning i found out that the right side of my left eye,[from my point of view] got this very obvious is blood den like a patch there...if i look in fron then its still ok, its hidden, but if i turn right, it'll show...i just feel damn weak all over...mrs teo thought that i was hanging out wif bad company thats y my results keep dropping...well, i rather keep all things to myself as i don't like having too many people worrying about me...later some come say that i am juz grabbing attention...and that a-math test...argh...made a couple of careless mistakes...and i already lost 5marks as i did not hand in exercise book A and B which i don't even know how to do the questions...argh..also, i can't even step down from my CCA...what is this man,mid-year is coming, after that its prelim like hello?? do i even have time to go CCA?? leadership handover ceremony is like in august...ya after that then i can step down...i don't even hold a leadership position in my CCA...i'm just a member...i'm not going to be nice if i cannot step down early...as if getting ill wasn't bad enough...i cant even eat what i like now...now is 8.01am later will be going to the doctor so that he could at least prescribe some medicine that can make my illnesses go away...so many bad things happening in school...haix...cheers...

2008-04-21T03:08:00.000-07:00

In this post, i've got a few things to say...first regarding the CIP activity on saturday at bedok reservoir...well, arriving there at least 3-4 hours before the even started was one thing, having to wait and got absolutely nothing to do during that wait is another...well, a couple of us [douglas, murray, joel, YS, jolene, daphne, alvin, jia ling and miao chun and I] went for a walk around the reservoir...a jolly 45++ minutes of talking, laughing and picture taking...exciting too...also, we were surprised to see Hidam from sec3 camp...ok..now for the event...standing along a path with damn little amount of people walking through made the job assigned to our class BORING...but we got to see the president anyways...overall it was fun...in a sense...secondly, things have not been looking up for me...results plumeting, head spinning, emotions running wildly...all confused and lost...ever since kaka[my maid] left, there's this void inside my heart...something is missing...i poured my heart out 4 times ever since she stepped through the customs at the airport...two on friday, one on saturday, one today...i certainly don't feel that it will just stop here...i even felt like killing myself...i'm like hit with many things at one go...day 1 since she left was managable, day 2 got a bit bad..day 3 aka today was...we had to cater food from outside and its kind of not my type and i don't think i will have a filling dinner...even if we are gonna hire a temporary maid, i am a bit worried as she would iron some of my trousers/shorts which cannot be ironed...not that i don't trust her...its just this wierd feeling inside, thats all...i'm definitely not seeing the light in my results...especially a math and chemistry...i find myself not being able to concentrate and have difficulties doing so...i dunno why but, i just do...i am struggling to survive...

2008-04-13T07:51:00.000-07:00

CONGRATULATIONS to DEYI MILITARY BAND for WINNING yesterday's competition...

-GOLD WITH HONOURS
-BEST DRUM MAJOR [joshua tan]
-BEST DISPLAY BAND OF THE YEAR

nice one...i would like to also congratulate Jackson [108] of ensemble...brave one out there too...certainly was glad to have known him and helped him shift the gong...also, well done colourguards, the one and only team from DEYI...woohoo...also congrats to joshua for winning the best drum major award...certainly deserved it...three cheers to DEYI BAND!!...together you all work as ONE...my last year seeing the performance too...however, i'll forever remember this moment and this year's April 12th in my heart...go forth and strive for the best...GO DEYI BAND GO!!

2008-03-31T03:17:00.000-07:00

My Dearest Friend was thinking very negatively today...and well, that was wad i used to be last time...until we had a personality switch..TOTALLY..lets just say things aren't going that well for him currently...many things are happening and it has affected him one way or another...talking to him today would not be an option to me as his mood will continue till he wakes up the next morning...it pains me to see him like this..so emo, so depressed, so troubled...i cant even console him for even a bit no matter how much i try..i myself have problems..but all i could do is put on a mask everyday and smile..i'm furious at my good-for-nothing relatives who grumble at the thought of giving money to my grandparents whom my mom has painfully taken care of for 16 years..and them??...well add up the times they come visit from since my mom married my dad, i doubt it will not even add up to a year...individually...i am greatful towards my youngest uncle..he is the only one i choose to listen to and take advises from as they are useful..he is the ONLY one apart from my mom and dad who believes my maid instead of my nonsensical-depressed-watch too much drama grandmother...i believe her thoughts and suspicions of my maid all comes from the tv show every weekday in the afternoon..come to think of it, it could be true..some of my aunts think they have problems ''too hard to handle'' ya right..talk abount money and they open their eyes so big...other than that, THEY either like to compare me with their son same aged as me or give sarcastic remarks..cant stand them..MY personal life muz KPO..if they KPO my life, then no need to sae about my grandma's..just read and infer from wad i typed..back to my friend..i hope he can have one day of warming sunshine..better yet everyday..cheers sean..

2008-03-17T06:04:00.000-07:00

Been rather long since i posted something up...broke my own official record of reaching home after spending time with a friend...time: 12.22am, Sunday...the concert at Victoria Concert Hall was interesting...the music they played don't sound like they actually sat there to play...it is almost as if it was heard directly from a radio broadcast...i was rather amazed by the violinists...the violins are small and simple, but when played produces sounds that arouse different emotions according to how it is being played...going with sean's friends are not TOO bad...he said i had ''mo qi'' with him cos i like bonded very fast and we still could talk quite a lot...his firend is called nicholas tan...the thing about him is that there is this bright aura around him that i personally feel is good cos it makes people around him feel enjoyable just talking to him...which was how i felt when i talked to him...i find his friends rather interesting although the way he said it was that they are so boring...i hope to know him even more and make another friend...hehe...as much as i like making new friends, i would like to find my old one...cedric wing...during primary school...we were very close and did most things together...i enjoyed those times...but sad news came...he transfered school...and i lost contact ever since...all i've got is his home number...but whether he has changed it or not, i do not know...but there is definitely one thing different...he would have changed...for the better or for the worse i also do not know...hope to see him though...cheers

2008-03-07T06:51:00.000-08:00

These few days have been up and down for me...each day brings one different emotion...frustration, happiness, sadness, anger, stress...i still can't get over the fact that i literally suck at finding MY own lost things...instead i do better at finding other people's things...on the other hand mine just disappears into another dimension...sickening...argh...despite this, i still smile everyday, things like getting good grades for tests just make me delighted...at least i feel that there is a ray of hope for my grades and i know that i can do well...i'm stressed everyday...so thats very commom...i feel that i've been crapping...but this is my main motive for posting...''its like having the original product and then suddenly i'm given the exact same thing but its in a sense fake or 'pirated', however the function of the product is still there''...i have seen the light now...its bright and soothing...now i can finally free that weight inside...let it sink into the depths of the abyss...its my time to have a rest and relax...

2008-03-07T05:37:00.000-08:00

You Are 54% Angry

Generally, you are not an angry person.
But you're easily frustrated and enraged. You have one heck of a temper.
And because of your anger, you tend to feel resentful and even spiteful.
You already know how to quell your anger. You just need to do it more often.

http://www.blogthings.com/howangryareyouquiz/">How Angry Are You?

2008-03-03T03:52:00.000-08:00

Hey...finally something for me to update on...well, it could be kinda lame but...you know...as to fulfill someone's ''wishes'' i shall post today...i am SO DAMNED FRUSTRATED with myself...firstly being very very very very forgetful and so darn SSTM...and lastly being DUMB...i lost like 2 things in like a week...first was pokemon pearl version...i searched high and low for it...but to no avail...i even interogated my sister but her answers don't convince me though..so, after bloodily asking her i started from home, asked till my aunt's house, till 3 different cars, to changi airport and guess wad...i end up back in square one...aka HOME...its so pointless...if i were to ask anymore, i think she'll not even be bothered to answer...now i only can live in guilt until i find it...i wish there was a psychic to help me, or at least a magician...too bad i'm neither one of the two, nor have the kind of money to hire one...second and lastly,my calculator...izzit me or am i getting struck with sheer dumb luck...just one pathetic day before my physics test and i can't find it...argh...furthermore, i can't even remember if i have brought it along for the camp from 27 - 29 feburary...blame it on my SSTM...not as if i want it...possibilities: cimema, on bus to NAP, on bus from NAP...these are the only times where my bag was on its horizontal, making my calculator vulnerable to falling out...i felt that the cinema was most suspicious cos if i dropped it on de bus, it would make a loud drop sound...but since cinema is carpeted flooring, it most prob wun be so obvious that i dropped it...ok...i just went and bought the exact same one...BUT THE PROBLEM IS...i feel no chemistry with it...it seems like another totally different calculator...the buttons are like much harder to press and is like you got to really press it down then de number will come up...unlike my old one, just press....no need to hard den de number go up ler...and i feel de new calculator a bit retarded sia...like some things so slow or press de button already de number never appear...izzit dumb or dumb...holding it is like...damned different la...dun blame me for being over-affectionate but...ya...i used the calculator for such a long time...giving me a new one is like asking me to adapt to a new girlfriend that i'm forced to be with...kapeesh??...but, if things in this world were so easy to find, there will not even be this word called ''misplace'' or ''lost'' in the dictionary...if things are so super damned easy to find, the world would be rotating from east to west instead of west to east...well, since i misplace stuff so easily, i really hope the east to west thing really happens...in that way, i wun be so darn ''attatched'' to my objects to the point that when i lose it i go around grumbling...

2008-01-30T18:30:00.000-08:00

That was fun...the trip to Anderson Junior College...alvin, pin dong and i were a group...we went to the bio lab first for our activity...there, i had absolutely no idea of what exactly to do...i don't take bio and yet i am here, doing a biology experiment to extract friut and vegetables DNA...its cool...the DNA to our naked eye would look like tiny bubbles forming after adding a few chamicals...its a pricess between long and short...but its fun...thanks to our facilitator vivian for the aid..next up...literally as it is on the 4th floor...chemistry...haha...we were doing the extraction of acetyl eugenol...i paired with pindong for this...we were supposed to wear gloves as it is a bit messy...we encountered some problems...which happened 2 or 3 times...the first was the separating funnel...our first one we greased and put it back...we tightened it and...it was stuck...could not turn...and we changed another one...the next one worked better off...we poured the clove oil in, and the harmful chemical...dichloromethane...i held the funnel steady while pindong poured it in...soon enough, i found myself with my gloves poured wif it...oh ya...dichloromethane is carcinogenic...aka...causes cancer...ya...i was struck with dumb luck...nvm abt that...i dun blame him...then, we added the NaOH into the mixture before...shook it...in the wrong way...we were show de correct way which is to put it on its side on ur hands and shake it...then, when we put it upright, it began to leak...and we had to change the funnel....for the third time...our facilitator was scared of us and watched our every move carefully...the third one nearly did not work but it did in the end...we were supposed to drain out the organic layer at the bottom of the funnel...we did, poured the aqueous layer[yellow] away...and poured the drained layer back...we drained it again and made a mistake of not adding NaOH again...we did the process again...and at the third time, our NaOH ran out...and we had to ask for more...we managed to get it done......thanks to our caring facilitator yi jia..its a long process but its fun...there is more to that but i'm too lazy...haha...the chem teacher who instructed us was somewhat similar to mrs teo...wierd...alvin was wondering if both of them were sisters...and the remaining chemicals were discarded...but mrs teo would say not to waste it...we made fun of that as its too funny...well...its fun at AJC...more experiences to come...cheers

2008-01-23T04:29:00.000-08:00

Post 72...and it could be a long one...basically...yeong seng, jia man, murray, hui ping, alvin, jesslyn and i went to yum cha at chinatown...quite easy to find it since its on the second floor and the sign is so outstanding...so,we arrived at 1.45...but it was too early as the buffet starts at 3...so we walked about around chinatown...very fun...we got to experience the chinese new year spirit 2 weeks earlier and with friends...a first for me...we went to the tooth relic to pray a bit and look inside...beautiful place...we bought some candy at 100g for a dollar...cheap...and nice...we tried to burn time as much as possible...and soon at 2.55+, we went back, sat down and finally ordered food...we ordered a lot at the first round...siew mai, feng jiao, char siew pau...slowly coming in were, chee cheong fan, xia jiao, and the famous XIAO LONG PAU...wow...nice...i shared the char siew pau with hui ping, thrice to be exact...there's this char siew su...very delicious...yummy...we kept ordering...and eating...and it got a bit borin and we decided to play a game called xiao qing wa...haha...fun...i kena-ed 2 to 3 times...and we said a few jokes too...but the so called highlight is the prank calls...ya...in a restaurant with people..we called, jia le, yong jin, joel, xian da...the blur ones are the first 2 mentioned...the other 2 basically knew who called...its funny...we laughed like there was no tomorrow...and hui ping kept askin where the mao ce [aka toilet] is...very funny...another BIG laugh out loud part was the ''toufu'' joke...we laughed and laughed so hard that my stomach ache...cannt help not thinking about it...we called a lot of food but it was, to me, affordable...and totally worth it...$20...after that went to bugis with alvin and bought a new wallet i've been eyeing since december...yeah...sorry there are no pics...de file rather big...i'll try to get it in...cheers...

2008-01-21T04:20:00.000-08:00

Hey people...i know no one's visiting often so i'm just keeping the mood up just in case...well...lessons today were fine...good thing there was no physics or i would have turned black in the face...but no sooner has monday came, it flew by and tomorrow is tuesday...furthermore, 3 freakkin periods of physics...boring much...2 used in physics SPA...ya...like 410 did it last week...and us...tomorrow...with another load of SPA coming up after school at 2pm...argh...i don't believe i will not go mad because of someone...and my phone...whats wrong man...even my mom's sony ericsson in silent mode has its camera sound turned off...jia man and wen qian has the same phone as me...but why is mine like this??...could it be that time i dropped it??...accidentally...on the stairs...nearly scaring the hell out of me...possible since there was an impact...damaging the chip for the sound??...i don't know...i hope they can do something about it like take it for some servicing or minor repairs...if no then i really will insist to the person on wednesday [i going with jia man to go check out whats freakkin wrong] that they take it and fix it so that it is perfect...if not then i might as jolly well save some cash to buy a sony cybershot T2...ahhhh...so cool...so dreamy...i think i'm over-reacting over a phone function...zzzz...well...its me...so i deeply apologise...cheers

2008-01-17T06:11:00.000-08:00

Post number 70..i think...according to this web..nvm...today...Ngee Ann Polytechnic...rebekah, jia ling, joel, yeong seng, jia man, kit min, hui ying, alvin and yours truely...not bad...the school is like 2 times more difficult to navigate than SP...the roads are like...ups and downs...unlike SP...only a certain part...theirs is like a lot...there's lucky draw...which is good...having chances to win IPOD touch, crumpler voucher, and GV vouchers...the individual school tour is like...L-O-N-G...but rather cool...especially at the very expensive school of media...he expensive comes from the equipment there...wow...oh ya...at the atrium, where the CCA thing is...we got some prizes in a very lame spin the wheel thing...and we're supposed to go to the library on the second floor to collect them...then there's this lift for the handicapped...or aka wheelchair...me, alvin, yeong seng and kit min decided to 'play' with it...we went in...the glass door closed...we pushed the up button...it jerked up for like 2 cm...and then stopped...we decided to get out...but the door was shut...cannot open...we panicked...and some kind souls outside told us that we've got to move back a bit...then i noticed a sensor at the side...and i realised that we're supposed to stand so that we do not go beyond it...we squeezed back more into the tiny lift...and pushed it again...we indeed went up but...VERY SLOWLY...we laughed and laughed as the rest who took the stairs were already upstairs...and they still have time to take pictures of us stupidly stuck and laughing in the lift...until we got to the top did we stop...well it was foolish though...and we did not even want to try it again...ngee ann was not bad...but SP still rocks......at least got a lot of freebies...muahahaha...cheers

2008-01-11T04:29:00.000-08:00

Today went through like a breeze...too fast...after school...went to SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC with murray, alvin, jia ling and jia man...rather fun...took like 45 mins by bus just to get there...quite fast actually...it was super packed there...we went in and i immediately, like a super typical singaporean, got the booklets on the courses available...just took whatever i did not have...then, we went on this small tour headed by this guy whom we don't know the name, at the engineering school side...what was supposedly a 15 min tour extended till 30 mins plus...but what the students did was super cool...like the dream home...just speak through the small microphone and you can control lights, channels and even watch movies too...de com thing's name is 'Christina' by the way...but for certain commands there are certain things to say...whats even cooler is that, it has 6 food courts...2 of which are fast foods...MacDonalds and KFC...one run by Koufu...they have pizza hut, popular, 7-11, karaoke, lan-gaming room, this room where u can play instruments...its just big...their blocks start from T1 all the way to T20...they have A to R carparks...huge...and believe it or not one of the interior design students actually submitted a proposal to the principal saying that they could have an MRT station that leads into the campus since the tracks just run past the school...so it was accepted and the way Dover station looks today is what the student designed...impressive...i just love their student hub...so so cool for chilling out...oh ya de lan gaming thing is $1 per hr and de karaoke and de room to play music is $10 per hr...the karaoke room is big i tell u...wif HD LG flat screen tv...damned cool...i cannot take my eyes off that HUGE school...absolutely...

2008-01-09T05:03:00.000-08:00

Mixed up like a big gulp today...first is the sweet from Groovy Grape...social studies...wonderful lesson...its so much better than last year...mrs chew used games to allow us to learn better and understand better...its fun...games like taboo and Survivour SS...fun sia...especially survivour...super tense and nervous...we're on a ship in the middle of the ocean, its sinking and all 41 of us are on board...and only the strongest will survive...so we'll have to answer questions from her if she picks us...if we answer wrongly, we drown...if correct, we get to pick who to drown...number of people depending on teacher...i drowned 2 as my question was damned easy...phew...and its to be continued...even tense as the 2 are sure to have their revenge...[gitters]...anyways...its totally fun...next is the cold from the ice...physics...boring much...felt like a person stranded on a frozen island...everything's cold...including the words coming out from the teacher's mouth...which is represented by the cold wind blowing...so cold and strong that you just want to block it all out...[shivers]...last but not least is the sizzle from Coka Cola...a-math qualifying test...and when i mean sizzle it means sizzling hot aka furious...to think that it was said to be easier den final year exam...that is so wrong...its literally two times the opposite...being twice as difficult...all of us were like super angry with the paper...but, murray kept his head up by sarcastically saying that it as easy...wierd much...but we followed him anyways...just to 'keep our spirits up'...but mr. jo said that no matter the score he will not let us drop a-math...sort of a wierd thing to say though...[crackle]...coke, grape and ice...today is indeed a delicious treat...hope tomorrow brings me another better one...hopefully...cheers...

2008-01-01T05:56:00.000-08:00

Greetings...this morning felt rather good...apart from that super sleepless night i had...today was a surprise to me...my cousin's birthday just so happens to be today...january 1st...22 years old...and i was rather 'touched' by what my uncle said to me...he asked my about my results...i told him they were B and Cs...no As...he said that it does not matter...there is still chance to do better...and he said these few words that i could not forget...''you have only one chance''...it means a lot to me though...it means that i have one shot at the O levels...and what happens in the future i MUST NOT regret it...it is too late to regret over what has been done...well...what matters is his words...i'll never forget them...thanks...whats more, my parents are back...yay...got new jeans, a t-shirt and unexpectedly...a cap...just what i wanted...nike cap...whee...tomorrow is officially school day...super nervous...double science, double math and double language...wow...well...at least our form and co-form teachers are C-O-O-L...yes!!!...cheers to the start of something new...

2007-12-31T08:11:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! i am officially sec 4...wow...well 07' was nice while it lasted...
lets think back for last year that just ended for 15 mins...
-the times i went out wif my peeps
-the moments i laughed about something or someone
-the really happy moments i had
-that wonderful Hong Kong holiday
-the new things i got
-the presents i received
-last but not least, my FRIENDS

*BFFs
-sean teh
-miao chun
-rebekah

*BoFs
-murray
-alvin
-vanessa sin
-ai wei
-rochelle
-chan hong
-zi xin
-jia man

[mainly those i put down are real rather a bit close to me...and are those i hang out more with...so...ya...and they are the ones i whom i have gone out with and the moments with them are what i want to remember for 07'...as for the rest...don't worry...and my apologies for not making the list...but still you are my friend]

i have so much to say but i just cannot find words to put them down...i'm just...so...excited...well...its 1 jan 08' people...happy new year...fireworks all fired in s'pore...now its the first morning of 08'...well...i hope that those reading this exact WORD can have his/her wishes/resolutions come true...CHEERS!!!

2007-12-31T07:37:00.000-08:00

HEY ALL....its 23 mins to the new year...and i'm currently chatting with my lucky star for the countdown...rather cool...haha...although i do not get to experience the fireworks up close, i can at least see it from my home...hope the ones from marina are high fireworks...so that i can video them...well...what are my new year resolutions?? i'll tell u...to do well in my studies...thats a first...next is to work hard for O levels...so that i can meet my parents' expectations...i also hope to make more friends...good ones...duh...received nice presents for christmas...thanks for them people...last few minutes...live it...cos 07' has been truely a WONDERFUL YEAR...i love it...haha...cheers and HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!...

2007-12-18T03:43:00.000-08:00

Hey people...i'm so in a holiday mood right now...so...don't mind...even the song...the more modern version of 'the 12 days of christmas' one of my favourite christmas song...by Relient K...my other favourite is 'all i want for christmas'...by mariah carey...totally rockz...haha

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hope this tree enlightens our spirits this festive season...and it serves as my christmas tree at home as i don't even have one...haha...some people are gonna get presents...from me that is...hehe...well i hope i can find one suitable for each and everyone of those whom i intend to give it to...i seriously dunno what else to say...i'm just too...un-moody...haha...may the doves be with you...cheers...

2007-12-11T04:14:00.001-08:00

Now on to serious business...the meeting...well it took place at my aunt's house to not let my grandparents hear what the relatives had to say...now i cannot have my own say of my story...and my maid leaked info to me that if we won, she would stay and my grandma would live at the old folks' home...if not, my maid would have to leave and my grandma stay...wierd...after the meeting my mm talked to my maid and again she told me...the result...my bloody relatives can't bare to see my grandma in the old folks' home...but then again, they do not want my maid to leave so that she can take care of my grandama...this is so obvious that they are simply LAZY to even take responsibility into taking care of her...also, they just do not want that burden to be laid onto themelves...total idiots...even i alone can see tell their reason for doing so even without attending the meeting...bloody ass holes...all 4 families of them...now even my own wishes for this christmas will be extinguised just because of them...also, my mom has to work twice as hard to support this family...to think that they have 2 people working to support a family that just sits after they eat and watch the show happen...they are so wrong...i can have what i want, but is just that we do not have enough cash to get it...i cannot imagine how my mom can even take the time to call home to ask how those 2 at home are...she is the greatest i have ever had...my mom cares a lot about my grandparents...just that one or both of them don't appreciate what she has done...for 16 whole years...it just so makes my mad by thinking about this...but seriously, i only can do my best...what else can i do??...i cannot even have my say...my christmas present [so-called] can only be either one from the list...and i know it as my mom can only afford to pay for 1...but my greatest of them all...is that my family can live the life that we used to have before all these happened...the one with happiness, joy, peace, laughter...i don't even have the mood to end off with cheers anymore...haiz...

2007-12-11T03:51:00.000-08:00

Ahahaha...the outing was great...we met up at kallang at 11.30 but murray was late...zzz...but not that late...back to the story...alvin, jia ling, murray, jia man, xian da and i...we went...firstly walked to kallang leisure park...rather far though...it was beside the national stadium...well, it drizzled on our way there...but we reached there before it rainned heavily...met mrs. yusof there...pleasant surprise...with her family of course...and the sportslink there...wow...up to 80% discount on the nike products...well everything there was nike...had lunch...i had ice kachang...not hungry...and then the main event...ie skating...2 jolly hours...nicer skates...more comfortable...i got the hang of it again in around 1/2 hour...haha...skated finish and went arcade...surprised to see jolene...haha...she lives there so its obvious...i played the para para thing and marked the first high score...and another time with another higher score...haha...but another girl came and played and of course thrashed my score...zzz...we explored the place...rather cool...very teen oriented...sort of...and for dinner we went to da chang jin to eat...wow...3 hours of it...and of course our playful jia man cooked food after dipping into soup...ginseng soup...get it?...never mnd if u don't...and then it was 9pm...alvin and xian da had to lave so they went to kallang station...while the rest of us walked to lavender...chatting on the way of course...it was drizzling a bit...with me as the 'tour-guide' again..a good 45 mins walk...jia man's dad picked her up at lavender...and murray, jia ling and i took the train...mom asked me to take a taxi home but i took the train instead...we accompanied murray to hougang station...by then it was around 10.20-10.30...we looked at the bus schedule board thing...and since me and jia ling had 3 buses to take back, we had to...we decided on 132...but 165 was beside 132 so we took the chance...waited...15 mins later our dear 132 came and went home...reached at 11pm...scary...nearly got scolding but did not...

2007-12-07T04:41:00.000-08:00

This is simply an outrage...how can this matter be this way...my family...my only source of warmth...well don't get the wrong idea...i know what i am typing...my house has turned from warm to piping hot hell...how can my bloody relatives do this...my dad's side...they suck...not all of them...out of 6 children...only 2 bother to look after my grandma...the others just sit and have high tea everyday...the one taking the full weight will be my dad and mom...dad's calling for another 'family' meeting with his siblings and in-laws...ya like whatev...like they would bother to listen to my dad...to think that i give no damned about this...well you're wrong...totally...come on...i cannt just sit there while my relatives give comments which only my parents are going to take action about...i have a piece of my own story to tell them...but my dad just won't let me say it...i know he meant me well but a 15 year old teenager is also a HUMAN BEING...not some monster like my uncaring relatives...if i am a human then i should deserve a right to have my say too...i have my OWN story to say...15 years i've been living with my grandma...so does my mom...and none of these 15 years has my grandma ever liked my mom...till now i can even tell she does not really like my mother despite all that she has done for her...my relatives do not even deserve a right to call my grandme their mother...shame on them for 15 whole years...especially my 2nd aunt...what the -toot- she is...what a -toot-...just cannot stand her...the meeting is just going to be like last time's...not all came...but at least some came...i don't know their reason for being here...be it they just want to come to eat or wad...they came here like it was chinese new year...but guess wad...TOO BAD...chinese new year is over...come lah...eat...and wad the next meeting is going to be like their christmas celebration...ya right...the previous meeting was more like them coming to eat than discuss...this sunday...if what they say, they did not do...they can dun even think about coming to visit my grandma for chinese new year...come on grandma...you have 4 families behind you...and 2 standing in front of you actually facing you and staring right at you...based on majority you win...but you took it too far lady...why must you make things ten folds more difficult for us? i just don't understand...is it that you don't like us or wad...huh?...now you are even trying to drive our best maid back home...great...and wad you expect me to do all the housework?? yes..i have to do them...but how about my exam...is it not important?...i do have to study you know...you expect me to fall behind all my cousins who are oh-so-perfect??...so wad if i have doctors as cousins?...none of them actually bother to see or at most help out with her condition...doctors...ya...brainless ones more likely...come on...only my second aunt is the who 'cares' so much about my exams...always comparing it with her own son...who is the same age as me...-toot- u...ya...and if i did not do as well as him then wad...she's gonna sae oh you could have tried harder or study more??...i dun think so...if she ever tells that to me or if any of those inconsiderate and irresponsible relatives say that, i'm so gonna...[violence, censored for your own good]...yes i am different from my cousins...not as smart as them...not as rich as them as they only fork out a few hundred dollars per wad 4 months?...my family has to fork out more in like 2 months for her medical bills...and to think my cousins reeceived more than i did from an of the relatives...even my mom agrees...muahahaha...believe me...argh...well...on sunday....there wil be another lengthy post like this i guess...cheers to my outstanding mom and dad...love them lots...

2007-12-04T05:35:00.000-08:00

Why must things be this way? Its just so darn unfair...come to think of it, i feel that i am indeed useless...some of my grades have dropped to rock bottom...well, not that far....but just to simply put it...they suck...what are friends for....in school yes i have got a very 'dependable' friend...but is he what i expect him to be? NO!!...so what if his grades are much better than mine...so what if he keeps saying that i'm better than he is...all crap!...and his crap does not even make me feel any better anyways...it just brings me down drastically...i'd wish that he stop all these...its just so frustrating...my dreams...my hopes...my aspirations...will they just so easily be flushed down the toilet?...i guess so...i dream big...but i guess that it is still a bit too big...and unaccomplishable for me...with my lousy results, how am i supposed to get there?...what i dream of flies around the world...every few minutes, hours...taking off and landing...soaring high up...will i, myself get to greatest opportunity to get to operate one?...that i guess will all depend on what i'm doing now...i hope to forget everything that he said to and about me before i move on to a new year....a new beginning...by forgetting all, nothing will stop me...not even him...just hope that it will happen though...haiz...cheers

2007-12-03T03:53:00.000-08:00

Hey all...today was rather enjoyable...went to T3 with Murray, Jia Ling, Alvin, Zhong Sheng and Miao Chun...well, met murray at T3...and the rest of us met up at AMK station at 12.30...but me and mc and her sis went to watch 'Enchanted' that morning...nice show...back to the story...we went there...nice...and i did not expect the world's longest indoor bridge to be above our heads when we step out from Changi Airport station...incredible...we went on the $3 guided tour...by which we got to learn more about the terminal and other terminals...some of which we even did not think of or even notice...then we went terminal hopping...from one to another...went T1 to eat...and ZS left his bag when we arrived at T2 so he and alvin went to get it...good thing it was stil there...and we went T2 to get to the budget terminal by shuttle bus...which was sort of lame...cos the budget terminal is really damned budget...very simple layout...both departure hall and arrival hall....both very simple and small...on the way back home, we were thinking how could we possibly spent so much time at the Airport...we expected it to be boring and all but then in the end we went till 6+...incredible...power sia....haha...but it was very educational...it also reminds us to take a step back to look at things and not take them for granted too...

^T3...more eco-friendly...the main ceiling up there...

^The propeller on display...which also looks like an orchid though

^Doesn't this bring back memories?...T1

^The difference between T3 and T2...

^On the shuttle bus waiting for it go get going back to T2

2007-12-01T22:26:00.000-08:00

Here, today, i would like to express gratitude to my maternal grandmother...she is the best there is...she knows what i like to eat...mostly pork...and she cooks them for me to eat...even if it means my mom bringing it back to s'pore...yummy...she made some keropok yesterday and it was delicious...her home-made ones...her special 3 in 1...nice...i wonder how she does it...i guess she has a flare for cooking...cos her food always tastes good...she could even do up a cook book of her own recepies...but i guess some good things remain best remembered in ones head...she knows me well to cook my favourite food and have me eat it when i go to johore...gonna miss that one day...well...she is the best of the best in my entire family...but not as best as my parents of course...still, the food she cooks have stained my heart and i'll never forget how they taste...thanks grandma...cheers

2007-11-30T05:51:00.000-08:00

Honestly speaking this camp was tough...but in the tough...there was the fun...now, let me try to sum up [if i can], what I, myself have gone through during the camp

Day 1:

Arrived at school...not late of course...and then, the stress began...packing and unpacking our bags over and over...ran laps...round and round...bags got so messy that no one bothered to even properly pack it anymore...firstly is the identities and all that...oh ya...i'm in group 3...or the PANANA...pentagon [5 ppl in grp] + banana [crapped out]...members are...amanda, kenneth, adeline, jolena and me...jolene left early before our foot drills...went crazy...lunch was sort of a first time...did not do it SO well...but...got to eat...and we opened the can of sardines...adeline broke the latch on the can so it was half-opened...and we poured it out onto the mass tin...well...could say it was nice...but super disgusting...then from lunch onwards we said never to eat sardines for the rest of the meals...skandan's inspirational talk was...well obviously inspirational...many things he taught i noticed could be applied to life too...nice talk though...then it was dinner...same thing...plus jolene...but NO sardines...curry noodles rock man...after cooking...watched lord of the rings...found many leadership skills in the movie...well i did not find anything as i did not think deep enough...but skandan told us anyways...a few people especially sec1s fell ill...one of them was amanda...we slept at 12mn anyways...

Day2:

5 people now down to 4 as amanda went home...could not blame her...she fell ill...breakfast was provided...yummy...bread and kaya and peanut butter...de-lish...the sentosa amazing race was cool...we did not really get lost as i knew most of the road there...at the final checkpoint, we were given 2 pails and cups each...but with a hole...thenw e were asked to fill it up...so we ran back and forth from the sea to the pail...competing to get second place...but...who'd knew another team came and snatched it from us...but we got third...were happy...at night we were told lights out at 10.15...early...chidam felt something was up...i slept of course...but after i managed to begin a dream,...boom...skandan woke us up...everyone literally...and we knew it was a night walk we did not expect...so chidam WAS right....watched a horror show but i totally shut myself off...boys were supposed to go solo...and girls in pairs...but then in the end, one guy was paired with a girl as most guys wanted to go with a partner...i went with doreen...well at the 4th floor toilet at block B, we were asked to write our name on the paper on the basin...i wrote for the both of us...then, i said 'done' and suddenly, boom...a 'door' banged...i was caught by surprise and shouted...i apologised to doreen and she said it was ok...now the 4th floor toilet at block A...we heard jia man and chidam from outside the corridor adn rushed in,,,they were frightened and were calling out for rainer whom they suspected was in the cubicle...again, i wrote the name...they 2 were at the door...we walked to then and jia man was shocked and screamed...we walked 2 more steps and rainer apparently banged on the staff toilet door...freaking us out to run across to the stairs near the girls toilet...went to sleep...

Day 3:

Woke up at 7.30...wow...PT...and the games were cool...all the bonding games...where everything we learned is put to the test...kenneth left us last night...so is down to 3...but as soon as we got down to 3, it reduced to 2 as jolene left...i thought of something today as well...all to do with 3...my group is grp 3...we got 3rd for the amazing race...we were left with 3 markers for the amazing race mini in school...on day 3, we had 3 people in ur group from the morning...all 3...but its nice...overall...SLC ROX...

2007-11-27T01:56:00.000-08:00

Yo people...got my new headphones...yay...when i first tried it...i nearly got a shock...it was not as good as the one before...then i thought that it was the battery of my mp3...which was low at that time...i charged it when i got home and tried it...still no diff...so i went to the main website to check it out...so it seems that the new headphones i got have a lower maximum frequency response...the one i got before has a higher maximum frequency response...so that means...a difference in music experience...i was relieved...but still did not know if i have made the right choice to buy this headphone or not...its cool and all but then...haiz...hope i dun regret...scary...brrr...well anyways...whats done is done...but still, deep inside, i feel that i have wasted a good $55 on the headphones...a bit too late i presumei just hope i made a right decision though...like a while it seems like a good choice, then after a few minute, it seems like i made a bad choice...i dunno wad to do now...my heart is now having that cold cold feeling...rather uncomfortable too...well sort of...to think that i eyed that headphone for a week or two...maybe three...who cares...the fact is...IF i regretted buying it...i don't even know the answer to that question too...even if the question is from inside...i've got a lot to think about these few days...and i'm not going to stop thinking...even if it means i have to cry to regret i'll still do it...sighs...unless my mind goes boom and decides to buy a new one...that might happen...its jus a matter of when and IF that will ever happen to me...cheers...

2007-11-24T04:25:00.000-08:00

Today was great...went to escape...woohoo...for just $7...cheap offer...but totally worth it...too bad the pirate ship and revolution wer closed for repairs...as for rainbow...well has never been opened since i think a year it opened...the most thrilling today should be the inverter...three times the fun and shouts...we also got on the family coaster...as it was early we got to play it twice...haha...flipper was rather boring as well the thrills has been removed...but the co-ordinator at flipper was funny...he said that the ride was for prople 1.4m and below...i looked at the ride...and saw caucasians...and thought...aren't they tall?...i told him...u bluff lahs...den he smiled and we knew we were fooled...nearly gave us a fright as we were all literally above 1.4m tall...next up is wet & wild...2 times wet...the hauntred house was horrid...the first time we all...chidam, kj, mc, rebe, me, daryl...we went in holding hands and walking in one line with kj leading..seriously...there was nothing...no people what soever...only machines...and fake rubber 'ghosts'...the second time i went in was with...chidam, chan hong, deffany, kj and pamela...we went in...me and chidam were supposed to go in side-by-side together...but too bad...he went front and i cut in behind him...and he became first...we 'overcomed' the fear by cheering...count by the count...titanic...fun...at least a distraction...and surprisingly it was my first time taking the go-cart...there, this lady...well the co-ordinator...was H-O-T...she can drift fast and sharp man...she's good thats all i can say...she has the style...woohoo...anyways...its my first time at go-karting alone...well i got the so-claimed fastest car...but the breaks were like...yucks...good acceleration but the breaks do not even seem to work no matter how hard i step on it...i accidentally banged into desmond's bro's kart and his specs flew off...woah...but good thing we were already 'queuing up' to park the kart...well parking was the same...banged into him...but no flying specs...after that...kj, chidam, mc, desmond and me went to play the bump boats...cool...the people from outside keep spraying water at us...well...they got their just desserts as i sprayed them back...muahahaha....anyways...that one is the true wet-er...u really can get fully wet at that one...haha...had fun anyways...woah...long post...sorry...dun mind...too fun...ok i shall stop here...cheers

2007-11-23T06:00:00.000-08:00

Wow...little did i know that today was my parent's 16th anniversary...i thought it was next week...but i managed to keep my cool and make the gift for them...and in a nick of time too...well could tell they sort of liked it...what matters is the sincerity anyways...i know i made all that with love and appreciation so i should be proud of it...looking forward to the trip to escape tomorrow though...haha...cheers

2007-11-22T03:34:00.000-08:00

Hey ya'll...today i had a rather pleasant surprise...Murray asked me on msn whether i would want to go swimming...at his house...i agreed and met up with alvin and yeong seng...they were supposed to call me when they got on the bus so that i could get on and meet them...but then, i got there late and just nice, YS smsed me the bus license plate number...9612...alvin called and i told them to get off...and in a nick of time too as they nearly passed the bus stop i was supposed to get on the bus...long story aside...had fun...wanted to sun tan but then the sun was on and off...come and go...but we had a chilly-good time in the water...literally...watched PCK on youtube and rushed back home...we got onto the bus...surprisingly the same bus that they two got on before i asked them to get off...BIG coincidence...anyways...cheers

2007-11-21T19:15:00.000-08:00

Hey people...lots...well maybe a few, things to say today...firstly, the trip to sentosa yesterday waws fun...well, not exactly as we expected as we wanted to get a good tan but sadly the weather was cloudy with drizzles throughout...but we still had fun at the Underwater World and Dolphin Lagoon...not to mention the animals at the Palawan Amphitheatre...wow fantastic show...and ya an eagle flew over out heads during the show and they say that is supposed to mean that we are blessed so...yup...we indeed are blessed...we even caught some hermit crabs in a cup but we decided to set them free...after a long and tiring day, we went to J8 to have dinner and then go home...today, when i woke up, rather sad news...the sun is shinning brightly up in the blue blue sky...aka, the perfect weather for sun-tanning...haiz...well, at least we had fun under the drizzle...next and the last point...MISS HOON IS GOING TO LEAVE US NEXT YEAR...sad sad...she is such a wonderful teacher...why...all the good teachers that i ever have always leave in a year after teaching my class...i'll never forget the moments we shared with her forever...wishing her a happy future ahead...cheers...

^Grace in the waters

^Looks like a pool huh...

^Caught in action

^My favourite eagle

^The president and the snake...

List of Activities

2007-11-18T05:04:00.000-08:00

Hey peeps...sort of silent these few dayz...not to say that there is nothing much to say...but that i'm toolazy to type them out...haha...this whole week is so gonna be fun man...except for tomorrow that is...monday 19th nov-meeting @ 0930...tuesday 20th nov-going out to get supplies for 'the occasion'...wednesday 21st nov-beach party @ sentosa, 0830...friday 23rd nov-tuition @ 1100...saturday 24th nov-escape theme park trip...wow...packed man...but some of them will cost a little $$...ya...i don't even know which to look forward to...[exclude monday, tuesday and friday's programmes]...party at the beach...or fun at escape with matez...who cares...as long as i had fun its all gonna be so gooooood...hope i can find the perfect gift though...cheerz

That sunday

2007-11-11T06:31:00.000-08:00

Sunday sunday...to me, the most boring day of the week...[if there is nothig interesting]...i read a book today on the bed...after turning a few pages, my eyelids became heavy and i fell asleep...cannot be helped...too tired...well, but not all was lost in boredom today...at least i managed to play pangya...phew...or else there will be nothing tokeep me awake...tomorrow is the class chalet...yay...cannt wait...cheers

That saturday

2007-11-10T07:45:00.000-08:00

Its that very same saturday again...the waking up early...the MacDonalds for breakfast...well, you can say today was rather wierd...the first time i actually was enthusiastic about going to the library to borrow books...but i did that because of the book review i had to do for holiday homework...not that i am a bookworm or anything...i borrowed 3 books from Bishan library....then had my parents fetch me to Central lending library to borrow 2 more which i could find there...surprisingly i only have till 1st december to read all 5...its literally reading a lot of pages each day...furthermore, i have not read finish my Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows...ahhh...nevermind...at least the discipline proposal is done...so sickening...can finally relax...well not exactly...until it is approved, i cannot relax...busy busy next week sia...but i'm going to find fun in busy...haha...cheers

Down and Out

2007-11-09T03:03:00.000-08:00

Good day people...right now, i'm currently ill...down with flu, sore throat, cough and fever...the worst combination anyone would want...with flu = no ice cream, no cold drinks...with cough and sore throat = no fried food, no heaty stuff...thats SAD man....argh...only plain and tastless food for me...for now...but i find that i have been going against those so called rules and eating what i want...well, guess what, my fever went from 37.6 yesterday to 37.9 today...which i totally unbelievable...feeling so weak sia...joints aching...argh...hope its not the beginning of dengue....well sort of saw this ades mozzie land on my hand and sucking my blood in bintan...so, ya...chances are i will not get it but as the saying goes, better be safe than sorry...cheers

Bintan Camp

2007-11-07T22:55:00.000-08:00

Hi people...the camp was extremely fun...but tiring...to sum it all up...TOTALLY worth it...the living condition was not too bad...for me that is as i'm so called used to their environment there cos my mom used to live in malaysia kedah which was kind of like the scene you would find at bintan...so anyways the children at the school were adorable...i wish i could snatch them home but...obviously no...de day we left the school, the kids came up to us and asked us to sign in their books...this made everyone feel like a star...the second day shopping for supplies was nice...our group even have money to get dessert for dinner...boat netting was cool...i would want to do it again...survivour island was tough...but we pulled through with the food we bought [mainly bread, butter, peanut butter, strawberry jam, syrup]...the scenery on the island at night was FANTASTIC...the stars filled the sky like i have never seen before...at 4.30 bintan time, i woke up and saw my favourite star...ragulus...rather easy to spot...and with the moon behind...wow...the sand flies were damned irritating and i could not sleep due to them...kayaking was my fav...i partnered MC...our group paddled against the current which we were not supposed to but we still made it...i got tanned...high elements was nice too...especially the flying fox INTO THE SEA...climbing the coconut tree was difficult...my shoes were too big to properly hold on to the grooves and kept slipping...i switched trees and thanks to the many people encouraging me especially miss lee, i reached the top...final day shopping...haha...did not buy much anyways...taking the ferry back, we partied on the top...did the friendship dance while the boat was still travelling and all that...nice....well....what's over is over...had fun...thats the main point...cheers

Frustrated

2007-10-16T18:17:00.000-07:00

Greetings people...long time since i posted something...these few days are more or less going through the exam papers...that is the worst thing ever...and we SLs have meetings and proposals to write...haiz...i have a few frustrations revolving around my head...the first 2 frustrations are related to someone whom i shall not speak of...those whom i have told of this before would probably know who i am talking about and what about that person i have troubles with...i really like to say it all out here but, for convenience and not to say that person, in rather not post it up...thirdly, my parents are like checking on my handphone bills which hit $70+ last month...i sent a lot of sms...a bit too unreasonable...sometimes my mom would call and say, call me later...then later i called her and she tells me something and blah blah blah...that call is my $$ being spent...for me to stop smsing, its almost literally impossible...if my bill this month blows too, i have to fork out my own cash and pay for it...and she says her bill is not as high as mine...then what does she want?...change my number and change to a new plan??...lastly, my sister...i wish there was a way to solve this but as the old tradition goes, the elder siblings have to 'rang' the younger siblings...its dumb...be it the computer or the tv, i always have to let my sister use it, or else she will call my mom...this is called the young bullying the elder...not the other way around...this stinks man...arghh...hope there is something that can be done...cheers

Study Study Study

2007-10-05T18:22:00.000-07:00

^listening to 'teacher'...

^maybe not

^proof of Isaac actually studying...

Nice study day

2007-10-04T07:43:00.000-07:00

This is probably the only during-exam post i am going to put up...today's e math paper was majority-ly easy...but i struggled a bit for history as i did not really study Russia which came out as collectivisation...haizz...after the exam, i went home...but i intended to go to the library to study for Chemistry tomorrow...isaac folloewd me back as it was a long wait for Yong Jin to get to Bishan library from where he was at...so he came to my house, i turned on the computer and he started to play Audition...he was so darn pro at beat up...even i cannot be that good...well people improve don't they...then after a while we managed to drag Jolene to the library...Isaac and I got there first followed by YJ later on...but before that, we found Alvin there studying...it was expected of him to do so anyways...then Isaac, me and YJ randomly picked an area under a shelf of a few books and some brocheures beside the lift on the third floor...it was nice...soon Jolene came and we sat there and studied...Isaac, Jolene, me and Yong Jin...how we sat...and the two beside me were having a war...well they chilled and blew up and it went on each time after a certain period of time...nice...Jolene left at 6+ leaving us 3 there...it was nice sitting there...at around 6.30 we went to J8 for dinner...and went back again which was about 7.30...we finally sat onm proper seats and talked about maple...then we found time to read a bit on Chemistry while Isaac read on his 'bible' of Geog...5 minutes before the library closed, we went out and got to AMK...we crossed the overhead bridge and sat under the void deck which has the shelter leading to the bus stop...we sat there for a good 30 minutes for silent reading...from 9.15 to 9.45...we soon set off from home...ahhh...[relaxed]...nice to sudy with friends like this...so cool...haha...but next time instead of studying, i hope us 3 can also go hang out and chill together...well DON'T GIVE UP GUYS...3 MORE PAPERS TO GO....jia you!!...cheers

This Post Has No Title

2007-09-23T05:37:00.000-07:00

Hey'all...sorry i did not post yesterday, i was too sleepy to even post...i keep having this feeling----i know i have to study for my exams but i end up doing something else instead----arghh...so stressed...i found out that i played more than i studied...that is if i have even touched those books...they would have been collecting dust by now...haha...well...i hope i get to do a bit more revision next week [24/9]...really need to buck up now...be prepared for a week of so-called revision...be gone dust on books...[blow]...sneeze...too much...sorry...haha...well pull up your socks guys...this week is going to be tight so jia you jia you jia you!!!!...cheers

A Laugh Out Day

2007-09-21T04:14:00.000-07:00

Ola Amigos...although we had physics first period today, to me it was more of slack as i was right at the back and did not pay a lot of attention...i could not get a single thing said...well glad that's over...another slack period was english...i helped Xian da with his english as i forgot to bring mine as it was left at home...and after the e-math make up lesson there was an SL monthly meeting...pretty strict at first...but everything changed after an hour or so....we started crapping, laughing that poor Desmond was commanded by Zi Xin Mommy to tell everyone that there is to only be one conversation at a time when we start making a lot of noise...we crapped a lot...and after the meeting was a so called dinner together...most of us went and it was nice although we had to split into two tables as there were too many people...we ate and talked and crapped again...and this time we all aimed at Yeong Seng who likes to offend many people including me...well he still has not got it from me yet...we shall see...Chan said physics sucks and i agreed and said i going to give up on it, then he agreed too, so did Zi Xin...ahahs...and i drank a bit of Jia Man's rootbeer which was still in the can and Chan Hong hit my Achilles Heel and i 'sprayed' the drink into the can and some of which got onto my face...fun...and laughed...by the way i got tickeled by a lot of people today at the SL room after the meeting and i laughed like never before as said by Chidam...and now, don't know to say good or bad news....my mother is going to KL/Genting...it's half good half bad...revise study work hard guys...cheers

Free of troubles

2007-09-20T04:21:00.000-07:00

Hey people...wasn't physics today exciting??...yes all that ''beautiful'' crapping without a single teacher in class...learning chem, bio and rocket science all together...well the bit of rocket science was about me actually...since Yeong Seng keeps calling me shen zhou 5 hao...sheesh...i'll give him a piece of my mind tomorrow...i'll make sure he gets it...grrr...haha...the good thing is NO PHYSICS...yay...and no boring lesson...but more of a laugh laught laugh lesson as we said a lot of things at Yeong Seng when he purposely offended us...well, most of us laughed a lot but i laughed till i had a stomach ache...woo...no physics=no troubles...today is an absolutely trouble free day....lets celebrate...lalala...ok show's over...go home and study now...cheers

Double sighs...

2007-09-19T05:31:00.000-07:00

Salutations...today is another day of many troubles...some of which only a few know about and i shall not say them out here...i find majority of the subjects today rather ok...even chemistry...but i have some things that i want to say out but i rather not as i am afraid that it might offend some people...ya...those whom i told about this problem should know what i am talking about here...ya...at least we do not have physics today or i would have gone absolutely NUTS...but a-math was rather ok...except for a few questions i am not sure about...and thay all come from my once 'strong' topic...co-ord. geom. ...haiz...tomorrow is a-math test and already i forgot [well not exactly as i am still very blur about the graphs] how to do the grahps...i do not know when to do this and when to do that...let along know how many cycles am i supposed to draw...ahhhh...going totally insane...but physics is the killer tomorrow...who knows what Mr. Lau might do tomorrow...all the best for the upcoming a-math test which is tomorrow...cheers

Sighs...

2007-09-18T04:38:00.000-07:00

Another day of slight unhappiness...i cannot seem to get how not so good i am in physics out of my head...it is just that, i cannt really handle all the formulae...i am ok with a & e math formulas but not with physics...always this = that then solve it...problem is the this and that are two formulas and if i apply the wrong one, i do not get the right answer...everyone in class seems to be way better in physics than me...my interest goes over to the more 'hated' chemistry...physics from the start was not my very strong subject...and people who help me seem to be way to complex to understand...i just cannot get the hang of the formulas...i know everyone says study study study...but it occurs to me that i cannot do physics alone...i will go practically insane if you ask me to do just a few pages of physics, be it TYS, textbook or workbook...the sight of it makes me go dizzy and sleepy...i think is the way i would like to understand certain ways of solving questions...i cannot go the conventional way...study...it is not very possible, for me that is...it is just one week and there are at least, well i'm too lazy to count, MANY formulas to learn and how and when to apply them...chemistry on the other hand, is my more or less favourite...i just do not know why but i seem to be less interested in physics than in chemistry...so, if you all see me acting so dark and gloomy you should know why...do the math and you will know why i act and look and feel that way before even asking me why...study hard guys...cheers