Friday, December 7, 2007


This is simply an outrage...how can this matter be this way...my family...my only source of warmth...well don't get the wrong idea...i know what i am typing...my house has turned from warm to piping hot hell...how can my bloody relatives do this...my dad's side...they suck...not all of them...out of 6 children...only 2 bother to look after my grandma...the others just sit and have high tea everyday...the one taking the full weight will be my dad and mom...dad's calling for another 'family' meeting with his siblings and in-laws...ya like whatev...like they would bother to listen to my dad...to think that i give no damned about this...well you're wrong...totally...come on...i cannt just sit there while my relatives give comments which only my parents are going to take action about...i have a piece of my own story to tell them...but my dad just won't let me say it...i know he meant me well but a 15 year old teenager is also a HUMAN BEING...not some monster like my uncaring relatives...if i am a human then i should deserve a right to have my say too...i have my OWN story to say...15 years i've been living with my grandma...so does my mom...and none of these 15 years has my grandma ever liked my mom...till now i can even tell she does not really like my mother despite all that she has done for her...my relatives do not even deserve a right to call my grandme their mother...shame on them for 15 whole years...especially my 2nd aunt...what the -toot- she is...what a -toot-...just cannot stand her...the meeting is just going to be like last time's...not all came...but at least some came...i don't know their reason for being here...be it they just want to come to eat or wad...they came here like it was chinese new year...but guess wad...TOO BAD...chinese new year is over...come lah...eat...and wad the next meeting is going to be like their christmas celebration...ya right...the previous meeting was more like them coming to eat than discuss...this sunday...if what they say, they did not do...they can dun even think about coming to visit my grandma for chinese new year...come on grandma...you have 4 families behind you...and 2 standing in front of you actually facing you and staring right at you...based on majority you win...but you took it too far lady...why must you make things ten folds more difficult for us? i just don't understand...is it that you don't like us or wad...huh?...now you are even trying to drive our best maid back home...great...and wad you expect me to do all the housework?? yes..i have to do them...but how about my exam...is it not important?...i do have to study you know...you expect me to fall behind all my cousins who are oh-so-perfect??...so wad if i have doctors as cousins?...none of them actually bother to see or at most help out with her condition...doctors...ya...brainless ones more likely...come on...only my second aunt is the who 'cares' so much about my exams...always comparing it with her own son...who is the same age as me...-toot- u...ya...and if i did not do as well as him then wad...she's gonna sae oh you could have tried harder or study more??...i dun think so...if she ever tells that to me or if any of those inconsiderate and irresponsible relatives say that, i'm so gonna...[violence, censored for your own good]...yes i am different from my cousins...not as smart as them...not as rich as them as they only fork out a few hundred dollars per wad 4 months?...my family has to fork out more in like 2 months for her medical bills...and to think my cousins reeceived more than i did from an of the relatives...even my mom agrees...muahahaha...believe me...argh...well...on sunday....there wil be another lengthy post like this i guess...cheers to my outstanding mom and dad...love them lots...

for the knight Friday, December 07, 2007