Monday, March 31, 2008


My Dearest Friend was thinking very negatively today...and well, that was wad i used to be last time...until we had a personality switch..TOTALLY..lets just say things aren't going that well for him currently...many things are happening and it has affected him one way or another...talking to him today would not be an option to me as his mood will continue till he wakes up the next morning...it pains me to see him like this..so emo, so depressed, so troubled...i cant even console him for even a bit no matter how much i try..i myself have problems..but all i could do is put on a mask everyday and smile..i'm furious at my good-for-nothing relatives who grumble at the thought of giving money to my grandparents whom my mom has painfully taken care of for 16 years..and them??...well add up the times they come visit from since my mom married my dad, i doubt it will not even add up to a year...individually...i am greatful towards my youngest uncle..he is the only one i choose to listen to and take advises from as they are useful..he is the ONLY one apart from my mom and dad who believes my maid instead of my nonsensical-depressed-watch too much drama grandmother...i believe her thoughts and suspicions of my maid all comes from the tv show every weekday in the afternoon..come to think of it, it could be true..some of my aunts think they have problems ''too hard to handle'' ya right..talk abount money and they open their eyes so big...other than that, THEY either like to compare me with their son same aged as me or give sarcastic remarks..cant stand them..MY personal life muz KPO..if they KPO my life, then no need to sae about my grandma's..just read and infer from wad i typed..back to my friend..i hope he can have one day of warming sunshine..better yet everyday..cheers sean..

for the knight Monday, March 31, 2008