Friday, March 7, 2008


These few days have been up and down for me...each day brings one different emotion...frustration, happiness, sadness, anger, stress...i still can't get over the fact that i literally suck at finding MY own lost things...instead i do better at finding other people's things...on the other hand mine just disappears into another dimension...sickening...argh...despite this, i still smile everyday, things like getting good grades for tests just make me delighted...at least i feel that there is a ray of hope for my grades and i know that i can do well...i'm stressed everyday...so thats very commom...i feel that i've been crapping...but this is my main motive for posting...''its like having the original product and then suddenly i'm given the exact same thing but its in a sense fake or 'pirated', however the function of the product is still there''...i have seen the light now...its bright and soothing...now i can finally free that weight inside...let it sink into the depths of the abyss...its my time to have a rest and relax...

for the knight Friday, March 07, 2008