Tuesday, December 11, 2007


Now on to serious business...the meeting...well it took place at my aunt's house to not let my grandparents hear what the relatives had to say...now i cannot have my own say of my story...and my maid leaked info to me that if we won, she would stay and my grandma would live at the old folks' home...if not, my maid would have to leave and my grandma stay...wierd...after the meeting my mm talked to my maid and again she told me...the result...my bloody relatives can't bare to see my grandma in the old folks' home...but then again, they do not want my maid to leave so that she can take care of my grandama...this is so obvious that they are simply LAZY to even take responsibility into taking care of her...also, they just do not want that burden to be laid onto themelves...total idiots...even i alone can see tell their reason for doing so even without attending the meeting...bloody ass holes...all 4 families of them...now even my own wishes for this christmas will be extinguised just because of them...also, my mom has to work twice as hard to support this family...to think that they have 2 people working to support a family that just sits after they eat and watch the show happen...they are so wrong...i can have what i want, but is just that we do not have enough cash to get it...i cannot imagine how my mom can even take the time to call home to ask how those 2 at home are...she is the greatest i have ever had...my mom cares a lot about my grandparents...just that one or both of them don't appreciate what she has done...for 16 whole years...it just so makes my mad by thinking about this...but seriously, i only can do my best...what else can i do??...i cannot even have my say...my christmas present [so-called] can only be either one from the list...and i know it as my mom can only afford to pay for 1...but my greatest of them all...is that my family can live the life that we used to have before all these happened...the one with happiness, joy, peace, laughter...i don't even have the mood to end off with cheers anymore...haiz...

for the knight Tuesday, December 11, 2007