Tuesday, December 4, 2007


Why must things be this way? Its just so darn unfair...come to think of it, i feel that i am indeed useless...some of my grades have dropped to rock bottom...well, not that far....but just to simply put it...they suck...what are friends for....in school yes i have got a very 'dependable' friend...but is he what i expect him to be? NO!!...so what if his grades are much better than mine...so what if he keeps saying that i'm better than he is...all crap!...and his crap does not even make me feel any better anyways...it just brings me down drastically...i'd wish that he stop all these...its just so frustrating...my dreams...my hopes...my aspirations...will they just so easily be flushed down the toilet?...i guess so...i dream big...but i guess that it is still a bit too big...and unaccomplishable for me...with my lousy results, how am i supposed to get there?...what i dream of flies around the world...every few minutes, hours...taking off and landing...soaring high up...will i, myself get to greatest opportunity to get to operate one?...that i guess will all depend on what i'm doing now...i hope to forget everything that he said to and about me before i move on to a new year....a new beginning...by forgetting all, nothing will stop me...not even him...just hope that it will happen though...haiz...cheers

for the knight Tuesday, December 04, 2007