Monday, March 3, 2008


Hey...finally something for me to update on...well, it could be kinda lame but...you know...as to fulfill someone's ''wishes'' i shall post today...i am SO DAMNED FRUSTRATED with myself...firstly being very very very very forgetful and so darn SSTM...and lastly being DUMB...i lost like 2 things in like a week...first was pokemon pearl version...i searched high and low for it...but to no avail...i even interogated my sister but her answers don't convince me though..so, after bloodily asking her i started from home, asked till my aunt's house, till 3 different cars, to changi airport and guess wad...i end up back in square one...aka HOME...its so pointless...if i were to ask anymore, i think she'll not even be bothered to answer...now i only can live in guilt until i find it...i wish there was a psychic to help me, or at least a magician...too bad i'm neither one of the two, nor have the kind of money to hire one...second and lastly,my calculator...izzit me or am i getting struck with sheer dumb luck...just one pathetic day before my physics test and i can't find it...argh...furthermore, i can't even remember if i have brought it along for the camp from 27 - 29 feburary...blame it on my SSTM...not as if i want it...possibilities: cimema, on bus to NAP, on bus from NAP...these are the only times where my bag was on its horizontal, making my calculator vulnerable to falling out...i felt that the cinema was most suspicious cos if i dropped it on de bus, it would make a loud drop sound...but since cinema is carpeted flooring, it most prob wun be so obvious that i dropped it...ok...i just went and bought the exact same one...BUT THE PROBLEM IS...i feel no chemistry with it...it seems like another totally different calculator...the buttons are like much harder to press and is like you got to really press it down then de number will come up...unlike my old one, just press....no need to hard den de number go up ler...and i feel de new calculator a bit retarded sia...like some things so slow or press de button already de number never appear...izzit dumb or dumb...holding it is like...damned different la...dun blame me for being over-affectionate but...ya...i used the calculator for such a long time...giving me a new one is like asking me to adapt to a new girlfriend that i'm forced to be with...kapeesh??...but, if things in this world were so easy to find, there will not even be this word called ''misplace'' or ''lost'' in the dictionary...if things are so super damned easy to find, the world would be rotating from east to west instead of west to east...well, since i misplace stuff so easily, i really hope the east to west thing really happens...in that way, i wun be so darn ''attatched'' to my objects to the point that when i lose it i go around grumbling...

for the knight Monday, March 03, 2008