Monday, June 30, 2008


Argh...the word i would use to describe how i have been these few days...its just not too good...imagine this-a roller coaster going down a very steep drop, just that the one i am on is going on and on, not knowing when i will hit the turning point...thing is, everything is happening so fast that i could not have time to react to them...my chem is like going from bad to worse...i just cant seem to understand anything at all...physics is still managable so far...a math, well lets just not talk about it...in addition, things happening at home just makes things worse...i know many people keep telling me to concentrate on my studies and all, but i just cant help worrying as it is like air, you cant avoid it...things are just way too complicated aren't they...i even feel like crying whenever i think of them, if not these thoughts simply destroy my mood of the day...to make things worse, i have been pierced by a burning katana straight through my heart...this searing pain inside is just unbearable...''i dont like this feeling''...someone please take my life before i take it away myself...-been thinking a lot these few days-

for the knight Monday, June 30, 2008